change is in the air
Hey friends, it's been a while. I have been quietly lurking on lj periodically posting comments but for the most part I have been silent. Why? not from any ill will I bare anyone but because I didn't have much to say. Everything has been relatively smooth and routine for the past few months. I am working my ass off at Wicked and I went back to school in January to learn to be an EKG tech and and Echocardiograph tech. Medical field,VERY different from theater but I have been thinking of the future. Which is: NO I am not pregnant ( I know some of you were thinking it) Wicked in Chicago is officially coming to an end. Not till January but still it is ending. I have made great money and had zero social life and up until 2 weeks ago Justin and I didn't even have the same day off unless I took off work. I am glad of my time there but I will equally be glad when it is over. Too much stress which may have lead to other things; like I have been ill for the last month or so. I have been vomiting nearly every meal and have abdominal pain. ( I repeat: no I am not pregnant) I spent 15 hours in an ER and discovered that it is not my gall bladder and after a scope last Friday, I discovered it is not an ulcer. So I am still waiting on what it may be. They took biopsies of various parts of my insides and I should get results by the end of the week. I just want to know what is wrong so that I can get better. It is very frustrating. I just wanted to say that I am alive, I am with you if only in thought as we mourned losses or cheered anniversaries or started new paths or adventures. Justin is great. He has been taking excellent care of me. Love to everyone I don't get to talk to much. I am not on a self-imposed vacation from friendships but one of necessity because of my job.