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I would update my journal much more often, if it wasn't for the fact that my life is so dull.
I'll just write down some of the things that's happened to me lately. What I can remember.
I got an A+ on my english speaking exam thingy. On friday my teacher was going to pronounce if we would, or would not have any writing exams at all this year.. He started it all by reading aloud about half the names of the class, including mine, and paused. The class went dead silent, and everybody were like, holding their breaths, throwing nervous looks at one another. .. "Will not have any writing exams at all". We all started cheering and roaring in happiness. Then he read the names of the rest of the class. "Have no writing exams as well". My teacher is so evil.
I finally managed to quit all online games. It's such a freeing feeling. I haven't eaten any candy, chips or drunk any soda in over two months. I rock. I have been downloading so many movies and series lately <3. It sucks that LOST, 24, Summerland AND Desperate Housewives have all come to an end.. It's not even certain that there will be new Summerland episodes after June 7th.. *goes crazy* I need it.
Later I and Mari will go down to the city and do something really unusual for us to be. We're going to go and look at BOOKS. I am going through such a weird phase of my life.. I'm at a place where I'm wondering what's life really all about? I'm rating people, and their behaviour, and pity, or envy them. I feel that in order to move on with my life, and live it in a way that makes it worth it, I will have to leave this country, this environment, this climate and start all over. I wish next year would just be over, and I can do my best to try and get accepted as an exchange student anywhere else in the world than this shithole. I'm getting old, and I'm not ready.
I'm trying to figure out what I really want. I can't seem to enjoy anything for more than a couple of weeks. What do I have passion for? Do I want to continue trying to write a book? Do I want to try and start writing lyrics? I'm confused.
Anyone know of any great books, or movies? The kind that leaves you with a great feeling. The kind that makes you fall in love with the characters involved. Anything I can drown my sorrow in. Name them ;D
I'll just write down some of the things that's happened to me lately. What I can remember.
I got an A+ on my english speaking exam thingy. On friday my teacher was going to pronounce if we would, or would not have any writing exams at all this year.. He started it all by reading aloud about half the names of the class, including mine, and paused. The class went dead silent, and everybody were like, holding their breaths, throwing nervous looks at one another. .. "Will not have any writing exams at all". We all started cheering and roaring in happiness. Then he read the names of the rest of the class. "Have no writing exams as well". My teacher is so evil.
I finally managed to quit all online games. It's such a freeing feeling. I haven't eaten any candy, chips or drunk any soda in over two months. I rock. I have been downloading so many movies and series lately <3. It sucks that LOST, 24, Summerland AND Desperate Housewives have all come to an end.. It's not even certain that there will be new Summerland episodes after June 7th.. *goes crazy* I need it.
Later I and Mari will go down to the city and do something really unusual for us to be. We're going to go and look at BOOKS. I am going through such a weird phase of my life.. I'm at a place where I'm wondering what's life really all about? I'm rating people, and their behaviour, and pity, or envy them. I feel that in order to move on with my life, and live it in a way that makes it worth it, I will have to leave this country, this environment, this climate and start all over. I wish next year would just be over, and I can do my best to try and get accepted as an exchange student anywhere else in the world than this shithole. I'm getting old, and I'm not ready.
I'm trying to figure out what I really want. I can't seem to enjoy anything for more than a couple of weeks. What do I have passion for? Do I want to continue trying to write a book? Do I want to try and start writing lyrics? I'm confused.
Anyone know of any great books, or movies? The kind that leaves you with a great feeling. The kind that makes you fall in love with the characters involved. Anything I can drown my sorrow in. Name them ;D