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I know I sound really selfish when I say I depend on a relationship for happiness. But I just don't see how that's selfish, anyways. I mean, isn't that the point of being alive? It seems like it is, to find your soul mate, get married, have a family, and die. It's life.
I am so lonely. And even if the person I end up with, if I end up with anyone soon isn't the person I end up with for forever, I just need someone right now, worse than ever, I need someone just to be there for me. And I want someone that I can hug all the time and cuddle with all the time, even if they are only my best friend and not my boyfriend or whatever.
I keep having flashbacks of past relationships, and jesus, it's killing me. I need to go eat something....
I am so lonely. And even if the person I end up with, if I end up with anyone soon isn't the person I end up with for forever, I just need someone right now, worse than ever, I need someone just to be there for me. And I want someone that I can hug all the time and cuddle with all the time, even if they are only my best friend and not my boyfriend or whatever.
I keep having flashbacks of past relationships, and jesus, it's killing me. I need to go eat something....