Figuring out my life-stream of consciousness
I need to sit down and really figure out my life. If I came here to dance, and I am in Tyne's company, then I should be taking class. When I stay up late doing chores, I am too tired to take class. I wonder if I am tired all the time because there's something wrong with me, or because I am so busy and I am exhausting myself.
So maybe I haven't taken any class this week because Matt's having surgery and I'm trying to do extra things for him. Like cooking dinner yesterday, or staying up and doing chores last night, which in turn made me oversleep this morning and miss ballet.
So let's take it one day at a time... I probably can't take Nick's class tonight because I need to spend nighttime with Matt. But maybe I can make it to ballet tomorrow am?? The problem with that is going to be getting up in enough time to get to class by bus. So...I need to be asleep by 10ish tonight, so that I can get up and jog with Matthew in the morning. This solves two problems. One, spending more time with him. Two, being awake and getting to class. I can take Nick's ballet if he's teaching, or I can take 9:30 class at Joel's, and I think that's Betsy's class, though I don't remember for sure. To get to Betsy's class by 9:20, I need to leave the house by 8:40 or so. Maybe Jenna can give me a ride to Nick's ballet class...???
Then I have to work 1-6. Normally I would say I could take Gene's ballet class at 6:30, but Matt's surgery is in the morning, and I need to be with him.
The other option is to let Richard work my shift tomorrow, 1-6, and then I can take ballet and modern, with Becca. But we do kind of need the money.
Thursday is all about Matt day. Friday probably as well, though if he's feeling up to being left alone I guess I could take modern at 10, but I probably shouldn't count on it.
to be continued...
So maybe I haven't taken any class this week because Matt's having surgery and I'm trying to do extra things for him. Like cooking dinner yesterday, or staying up and doing chores last night, which in turn made me oversleep this morning and miss ballet.
So let's take it one day at a time... I probably can't take Nick's class tonight because I need to spend nighttime with Matt. But maybe I can make it to ballet tomorrow am?? The problem with that is going to be getting up in enough time to get to class by bus. So...I need to be asleep by 10ish tonight, so that I can get up and jog with Matthew in the morning. This solves two problems. One, spending more time with him. Two, being awake and getting to class. I can take Nick's ballet if he's teaching, or I can take 9:30 class at Joel's, and I think that's Betsy's class, though I don't remember for sure. To get to Betsy's class by 9:20, I need to leave the house by 8:40 or so. Maybe Jenna can give me a ride to Nick's ballet class...???
Then I have to work 1-6. Normally I would say I could take Gene's ballet class at 6:30, but Matt's surgery is in the morning, and I need to be with him.
The other option is to let Richard work my shift tomorrow, 1-6, and then I can take ballet and modern, with Becca. But we do kind of need the money.
Thursday is all about Matt day. Friday probably as well, though if he's feeling up to being left alone I guess I could take modern at 10, but I probably shouldn't count on it.
to be continued...