I Have a Future!!!
I got into one of my grad school choices! I'm not a failure! It's not my first choice, but it's a good school that I can be proud of and with this first acceptance letter, I feel much less nervous about the other schools. If I get into another, great I'll have a choice, if not then I know where I'm going. Suddenly graduation doesn't seem so scary NOW THAT I HAVE A PLAN!!!!!!
This with the summer job yesterday and I could just kick myself for the neurotic mess I've been for the past few months. Everyone said it would all work out and they were right.