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Today I went over to Kiak's with Mom and spent time with my darling boy who was really responsive towards my Dad hehe so cute lah but towards the time when we were about to leave he was so grumpy and seeing him frown and have a literally ): face broke my heart. I hate feeling so helpless when I don't know what to do to stop him from crying. ): But still, he's so adorable luvluvluvluv Ryan boy!
I went to town and almost went crazy buying hair accessories but I managed to stop myself in time and spent omg $20+ on hair stuff. And I still wanted more. Maybe buying more=comfort. Anyway then I finally went to extend my Browhaus threading package before heading to Lido to mug and sorta complete my Econs notes. I'm feeling quite nervous about the upcoming finals and I know that I cannot afford to fail Stats any more because if I do.. I'm getting kicked out of school and that is so not fun. Have totally not come up with a plan should I get kicked out because I really don't want to think about that/want that to happen!!! That'll be crazy, really.
Accounts and Econs are pretty... manageable I'd say. I can do much better if I truly put in the effort I suppose. Should have freaking started earlier grrr.
The past week has been crazy.. I've been in a very bad mood almost the entire week and I was looking forward to this weekend to start feeling better again.
And I really do feel better. Jess is such an angel.. she spoke to Euson about how I've been feeling "out of sorts" and so that plus her absolutely accurate assumption of my previous entry made my day. Initially he didn't intend to come down to Macs to meet us because HUIMIN SCAMMED ME but after hearing what Jess had to say, he apparently "rushed down" just for me. At first I thought he just came down for mahjong. But then when I was telling him about the whole M thing, he told me he wasn't actually in the mood for mahjong but came down because of me. And I didn't believe him at first because the bestie is well known for his bullshitting skills(hahaha). But when Jess told me everything, I felt delightedly thankful. I really am.
Even though all these doesn't solve all the emotional nonsense that's going on inside of me, it made me happy and it made me smile.
So bestie, if you're seeing this, thank you.
Thank you for caring and thank you for being you.
You made my week. (:
PS: Jess, THANK YOU. You are wonderful. I love you (:
Edit: Its all void now.
I went to town and almost went crazy buying hair accessories but I managed to stop myself in time and spent omg $20+ on hair stuff. And I still wanted more. Maybe buying more=comfort. Anyway then I finally went to extend my Browhaus threading package before heading to Lido to mug and sorta complete my Econs notes. I'm feeling quite nervous about the upcoming finals and I know that I cannot afford to fail Stats any more because if I do.. I'm getting kicked out of school and that is so not fun. Have totally not come up with a plan should I get kicked out because I really don't want to think about that/want that to happen!!! That'll be crazy, really.
Accounts and Econs are pretty... manageable I'd say. I can do much better if I truly put in the effort I suppose. Should have freaking started earlier grrr.
The past week has been crazy.. I've been in a very bad mood almost the entire week and I was looking forward to this weekend to start feeling better again.
And I really do feel better. Jess is such an angel.. she spoke to Euson about how I've been feeling "out of sorts" and so that plus her absolutely accurate assumption of my previous entry made my day. Initially he didn't intend to come down to Macs to meet us because HUIMIN SCAMMED ME but after hearing what Jess had to say, he apparently "rushed down" just for me. At first I thought he just came down for mahjong. But then when I was telling him about the whole M thing, he told me he wasn't actually in the mood for mahjong but came down because of me. And I didn't believe him at first because the bestie is well known for his bullshitting skills(hahaha). But when Jess told me everything, I felt delightedly thankful. I really am.
Even though all these doesn't solve all the emotional nonsense that's going on inside of me, it made me happy and it made me smile.
So bestie, if you're seeing this, thank you.
Thank you for caring and thank you for being you.
You made my week. (:
PS: Jess, THANK YOU. You are wonderful. I love you (:
Edit: Its all void now.