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If my assumptions are right and you truly are talking about me in your blog, then you've got it all wrong.
Yes, he's my bestie now. But no, I didn't have to psycho him into becoming my bestie. Infact if my memory doesn't fail me, he called me his bestie first. And you know what? Its actually the other way round. I didn't have to go talk shit about you in front of him because he knew more about you than I did. I was the one who got disgusted and the one who got all sorts of information on you that threw me so far off that I decided everything I've done=stupid and I shouldn't have placed such high hopes on you and our friendship still. And for your information, I don't need to go around and bitch about you because BOTH of your ex darlings told me everything I need to know. Yes, you've got it wrong. I bitch about you, true. But that's only because everything I know of comes from the both of them. I don't have dirt on you, not at all because you don't tell me shit.
You expect me to tell you who bitched about you and the things they said? Please get down your high horse and think. Why the fuck would I do that? Why would I be so kind when a long time ago you stopped treating me as a bestfriend and only pretended to like me? Yeah true I don't know you - at least not the person I knew when we were 13/14. You're different now and its sad but hey too bad you've decided to ruin your own life so its your choice, really.
And don't you dare tell me I ruined things because they were ruined the minute you decided to get together with J. Things were ruined the minute you decided to forget about everything you had with him. It is true that I did go to him and tried to talk some sense into him when I thought he might have been too weak for your advances should you one day go to him and try. BUT HELLO!!! I did not need to do that because the minute I talked about you wanting to get back with him and the minute I tried to tell him not to do so and think about everything that has happened between all of us, he laughed and he told me "no way. don't make me laugh leh". So you see, right from the start you were the one with the high hopes and everything, thinking he would want you back the minute you threw yourself at him. But you were extremely wrong. He has long since gotten over you and the friendship the both of us have, me and him, it doesn't concern you. I didn't need to psycho him or whatever shit you think I had to do to make him my friend. Because I for one, am a decent human being. I do not pretend and I do not need to resort to the things you do to have friends.
I am not you.
And this, should have hit you quite some time ago but because you are too busy being the dense person you are, didn't get it. This whole thing was your fault and I didn't have to play a part to ruin things. They were ruined a long time back.
PS: That picture, was taken when J called me and told me stuff on the phone and I was texting stuff to E telling him I'd tell him what happened later and to stop bugging me when I'm on the phone (:
You win.
But note this; I am not you.
Yes, he's my bestie now. But no, I didn't have to psycho him into becoming my bestie. Infact if my memory doesn't fail me, he called me his bestie first. And you know what? Its actually the other way round. I didn't have to go talk shit about you in front of him because he knew more about you than I did. I was the one who got disgusted and the one who got all sorts of information on you that threw me so far off that I decided everything I've done=stupid and I shouldn't have placed such high hopes on you and our friendship still. And for your information, I don't need to go around and bitch about you because BOTH of your ex darlings told me everything I need to know. Yes, you've got it wrong. I bitch about you, true. But that's only because everything I know of comes from the both of them. I don't have dirt on you, not at all because you don't tell me shit.
You expect me to tell you who bitched about you and the things they said? Please get down your high horse and think. Why the fuck would I do that? Why would I be so kind when a long time ago you stopped treating me as a bestfriend and only pretended to like me? Yeah true I don't know you - at least not the person I knew when we were 13/14. You're different now and its sad but hey too bad you've decided to ruin your own life so its your choice, really.
And don't you dare tell me I ruined things because they were ruined the minute you decided to get together with J. Things were ruined the minute you decided to forget about everything you had with him. It is true that I did go to him and tried to talk some sense into him when I thought he might have been too weak for your advances should you one day go to him and try. BUT HELLO!!! I did not need to do that because the minute I talked about you wanting to get back with him and the minute I tried to tell him not to do so and think about everything that has happened between all of us, he laughed and he told me "no way. don't make me laugh leh". So you see, right from the start you were the one with the high hopes and everything, thinking he would want you back the minute you threw yourself at him. But you were extremely wrong. He has long since gotten over you and the friendship the both of us have, me and him, it doesn't concern you. I didn't need to psycho him or whatever shit you think I had to do to make him my friend. Because I for one, am a decent human being. I do not pretend and I do not need to resort to the things you do to have friends.
I am not you.
And this, should have hit you quite some time ago but because you are too busy being the dense person you are, didn't get it. This whole thing was your fault and I didn't have to play a part to ruin things. They were ruined a long time back.
PS: That picture, was taken when J called me and told me stuff on the phone and I was texting stuff to E telling him I'd tell him what happened later and to stop bugging me when I'm on the phone (:
You win.
But note this; I am not you.