Mar 26, 2006 00:12
I need a fucking life. I feel as though senior year has been a blur of rehearsals, auditions, and practicing. i love what i do but, gahd can't i have some social time too? and then, since i'v been gone so long its like, everything's changed. people have changed and groups of friends have changed. a major downside to having guy friends is when they have girl friends. I mean its great that they can spend so much time with one person and enjoy it but...im here too. sigh...im just sick of people being too busy for me.
People seem to want life to move so fast. there always has to be something going on or something exciting to do. what happened to just being with people? talking with people? why isn't that enough? im so busy that when i can have a night to just relax with people it's like, the best thing ever. people need to slow down. everything needs to slow down. where are we racing to? we've already missed it.