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Ugh. I hate the fact that Mike is right. I need to stop being so scared... and take the plunge... and be faithful. My mom hit the nail on the head when she told me that I'm afraid of being disappointed. You see... this boy I like... he's special... and I can't get him out of my head. Not having him feel the same way would make me shatter. Yeah, I'd pick of the pieces... but... when you glue yourself back together, you don't look the same as you did before you were broken. Guess it's either time for some courage... or time for some change. Please pray for me. God has told me I should be with him, but... I wonder if he has gotten the same message.
<3, emily
<3, emily