I wish I knew what to say in return that wouldn't sound like the meaning of it fell through, or too weak, or just... too lacking of everything I'd want it to hold.
First: thank you, for caring. I can't talk too much about it at this point, but please know this: I didn't choose to go away by my own volition. Not this time. It wasn't something as simple as cut-out net, either.
Over the course of the years we've come to know one another pretty well, do you honestly think I'd just take off without letting anyone (not even lauren) know a thing and then just stop contacting you all because I wantes to? I didn't.
I've gone through something horrible & because I can't really talk about it, not yet at least, I've come back to a lot of ill temper. It's not that I can't understand the upset; but it comes back to people actually seeming to believe I did all this because of some fluke & that I wanted to. Once again, that's not true.
I'm not angry either, nothing of the kind. Just kind of... dejectedly distraught? Just a lot toned down.
You get this also: &hearts for getting a Counting Crows mention (sort of: across a wire is a title on one of their albums) in there.
First: thank you, for caring. I can't talk too much about it at this point, but please know this: I didn't choose to go away by my own volition. Not this time. It wasn't something as simple as cut-out net, either.
Over the course of the years we've come to know one another pretty well, do you honestly think I'd just take off without letting anyone (not even lauren) know a thing and then just stop contacting you all because I wantes to? I didn't.
I've gone through something horrible & because I can't really talk about it, not yet at least, I've come back to a lot of ill temper. It's not that I can't understand the upset; but it comes back to people actually seeming to believe I did all this because of some fluke & that I wanted to. Once again, that's not true.
I'm not angry either, nothing of the kind. Just kind of... dejectedly distraught? Just a lot toned down.
You get this also: &hearts for getting a Counting Crows mention (sort of: across a wire is a title on one of their albums) in there.
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