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i'm depressed. i don't see my life going anywhere. i feel like i reached my peak when i was salutatorian and now i'm going downhill. i don't know i just feel like i'm not a good enough writer to be a writer, and i'm not a people person so i can pretty much eliminate any job where i have to talk to people. i dunno. i'd like to major in political science but i dunno what to do with that. and... everything i've looked at says that the best place to be would be in new york cause thats where all the magazines are. and im not in new york. so there goes that idea. i dunno. im just really stressed out. i just hope i can get a job after i graduate. i dunno. ah. fuck.