Mar 09, 2005 09:52
well i guess people are talking, and i've been told to update, so i hope this keeps you happy or busy or whatever it is my journal keeps you.
well school's great...i think i'm the only kid who actually likes school. we've had way too many snowdays, i'd much rather get it over with now then go during the summer but apparently everyone else likes to hang out in their rooms all day and do nothing. ahh, stuff's been pretty routine maybe thats why i don't update like i "should." i don't really have much to say.
everybody teases me because i quit all my sports and just do nothing now. i know they're kidding around but when certain people do it, it just kind of gets me. i guess they're right though i pretty much became a loser. even if they say they're just kidding i don't really know if they are.
i miss the OC disks i got to watch like everyday. they're in much better hands now, but i'm thinking about getting my own copies because i'm addicted. i have a problem, maybe it's good that they're not with me anymore because thats about all i did. see now i actually change the channel when i'm watching tv all day. muchhh better.
i guess taste of chaos was fun for all my friends that went. i wish i could have seen underoath, but i still don't regret not going. i went to a show a little bit ago, got to see some bands i haven't seen for a while. i finally got to see kudos to riley's new lineup and i like the changes they have made.
i think i have an issue with liking to be in 1000 different bands. well like 3, but thats still alot. i don't mind or anything i just think it's weird i do that.
i'm really starting to wish some people would just let other people live their own lives. make their own choice's. no one can learn from any "Mistake" or non mistake if they can't learn it themselves. i don't understand someones need or want to control someone else's life. it's about the most aggravating thing ever, and i'm really wishing i could do something about it. i know that i can handle it, but it's really hard going through every day not being able to be with someone you really want to be with. especially knowing that its not even their choice. i can't even imagine how it is to be you. i know i complain about all of this, but i have it easy. i dont think i've ever heard you complain and that makes me respect you so much. you're just amazing.
any ways thats all you can get out of me for now...happy ? not happy? comment?