"my baby is gone"

[iloveyou_sowhat]

I left my phone at Eden's house so I had to pull out my old one to use the alarm and I got to looking at old pictures and there were some of Freddie and I started crying because I forget how shitty and awesome that part of my life was and sometimes I even forget it happened. I never want to forget the places that I've been, the people that I've met, and the lovers I have loved with all my being. I miss my old life, my old lives, but I guess I just have to keep looking forward.

I need to put the past behind me without loosing that part of myself.

And I don't think I know how to do that yet.