Being so close.....
My hopes were so high, all the way to the sky
Then one day you came by,
and decided to stomp on them,
leaving me hurt confused upset and crying
now I'm left with nothing but another hope
that I can still have you anyway,
even though things are getting much worse and
I have no one to confinde in, so as I smother my
face in my pillow surrounded with tears of hurt and
a lead on I try to drown myself in them trying to make
all this hurt and sorrow go away, but the only thing
I tend to do is bring more.
It's just a matter of time until you don't have to deal
with me anymore, use me and hurt me like you always do.
You're happy now, so leave me alone, stop being all over
everyone specially in front of me and sucking up, it's not
working and the I'm sorrys....their nothing but a I'm
probably not done using you yet and they def. don't speak
louder than your actions, your action has already taken place
and the words just slip out of my hands like nothing while the
hurt still runs through my mind.