Apr 03, 2006 15:02
You hurt my feelings so bad that I don't even want them back.
Just keep them for later use when you ignore me again.
It's the pain of seeing you together I can't take it funny thing is you don't care.
What hurts the most is being so close and trying to change, and then this gets in the way again.
I don't know what else I can handle but I don't want to go on this trip so bad I'm starting to plan.
If I can't stand it for one second how can I stand it for 5 days! How?!
I don't think I can and I don't think you understand how you can help it.
There's always going to be a reason for me not to feel good enough and a way you can help it.
You just don't want to try because you like having this contol and being that close,
while I stand back each and everytime wondering why I'm still standing there taking it.
I'll always be at the bottom of every list.
If only you could see, if only you knew how much I want to give up right now.
But I guess it's nothing but some feelings, I'm not too important.
And I'm always a fighter but without you I give up....and I don't have you anymore.
Am I even human? If I am then why do I get treated so bad? Is it that fun to be that mean to me?
Thank you for breaking my heart.
You might know who this is to but probably not cause I know eactly who you're going to say.
Everyone thinks they know me so well, well you've got another thing coming to you.
I told you I can't take this anymore, but you don't even listen, you're too busy being all over someone else.