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since i don*t have anything else to update about...i*m also gonna tell everyone how i feel...and i think it*s a good time to because everyone*s moving soon...
Savannah~ meeting you this year was honestly one of the best things that has happened to me...ever since the first day i met you...i wanted to get to know you and to become friends with you...your one person that i can totally open up to and be myself around...you give me that boost to my wild side...and i haven*t been able to be like that in a long time...also your one person that i feel totally comfortable talking about anything...i*m so glad that you and me are becoming good friends...we are realizing that we really have alot in common...i mean come on...who else is there out there whos afraid to swallow pills?...lol...just you and me...we really are alot alike...and ive really liked getting to hang out with you alot more...your definately someone that i wanna get to spend my summer with...i always seem to have alot of fun when im with you...im so happy for you and dave...you guys really are soooo cute together...and i do have to admit...im jealous of some of the things that you guys do...hopefully we will get to have a day of just the 4 of us...(a whole day)....and with no interuptions...lol...and there definately has to be another day of the jacuzi and steam shower...that has to be one of the best moments so far this summer...and i want there to be many more...you are someone that i could call a true friend...you*ve never lied to me...i*ve never been through any drama with you...or anything...you and me really do get along...with you and me it*s "drama free!"...lol...i love you soooo effing much!!!...you are such a sweetheart!...bffl...
Amanda~ you and me have been friends for a while now...ever since 7th grade you and me were friends...in 8th grade you and me stuck to eachother like glue...we were always together...it didnt feel right unless you were by my side...like with everyone else...once we hit highschool everything changed...i still consider you my bestfriend...but its true that you and me arent as good of friends as we used to be...i dont even know if you consider me your bestfriend anymore...also ive noticed this year lately that you*ve lied about little things...i*ve been able to point out every one...and the things that were lied about...were things that werent even worth lieing...i never said anything because i dont even know if you realized that you were...and with all the drama we've ever had you and me have always just been able to forgive and forget...our friendship meant that much to us...that it didnt matter...we figured well everyone makes mistakes...and we love eachother so why let that come between us...i want to spend time with you this summer...i want a weekend together so you and me can catch up on everything...i love you sooooo effing much...bffl...
Missy~you and me really have one hell of a connection...were both so in love...and were 2 of the few people at our age that are able to say that we know what love is...we've gone through a hell of alot together...even though i just became friends with you in 8th grade...who would of known that in 2 years we could go through so much...it honestly breaks my heart that your moving...your someone whos truly so dear to me...and loseing you is like loseing a part of me...your the only person who will actually listen to me and what i have to say...and you give the best fucking advice anyone has ever given...as we both know everyones changed...some for the good...and some for the bad...and i guess to some extent none of us have really been able to accept it...out of all of us...i do have to say that your the only one who has changed completely for the good...you've grown up, matured, learned life lessons, and have truly become a better person...you might not think so...but looking back...and thinking about now...i really do feel that you have changed for the good...you being my friend has honestly been something so special to me...i wouldnt wanna loose our friendship for the world...these past few years...yes theres been alot of drama...but look at now...you and me have practically been drama free...only every now and then there will be something very small that happens...but were alwyas able to figure it out and move on...at this point in life ive realized that we have too much loose...having everyone thats close to me move away is something thats really gonna effect me...i only hope that you and me will stay friends...and when i get my license i will definately drive out to come see you and to bring you back to elk grove....im just so scared that were gonna slowly drift away...im gonna try my absolute hardest to hold on to you...i want you as my bestfriend forever...you are my sweet trick missy...and i dont wanna loose you...i love you soooo much darling...your my sister for effing life!...bffl...
Ashy~ you and me have known eachother for such a long time...ever since elementry school...i mean we only live 2 houses down from eachother...lol...but its sooo far away...i always hated having to walk so damn far...lol...jk...knowing you this long has been great...i have to say that i do notice that we drift in and out...and i want you to know that the boys have no effect on me and my friendship with you...i really dont have much of a reason to hate you so why would i?...exactly my point...lol...it sucks tht eventually my 2 houses down buddy is gonna move away...im gonna miss you alot...you and me always had our fun waiting around all day for the boys...grrr...writing songs with brandi...and all that great fun...yea it is alot harder now that this little conflict is going on...but i want you to always know that i could never hate you...i love you soooo much ashy!...and i made up your nickname...dont you feel special...and everyone is stealing it away...lol..jk...i dont care...but i like it...its soooo cute....its just ASHY...lol...im weird...but yea...and i want you to know that i really do care about you...when i hear that your going out to do drugs or anything like that it really does worry me...i care alot about you...and i would never want anything to happen to you...i love you sooooo effing much!...bffl...
Erica~ my sweet erica!...you and me have gone through alot...ive known you ever since elementry school...and i do have to say our friendship had alot of ups and downs...but we've made it this far...in 7th and 8th grade we had are fun with 007...and eeeeeeeeeee!!!...and all that great stuff...and i do have to say that it brings tears to my eyes that you are moving away...your such a sweetheart...and im really really really gonna miss you...its so hard watching all my friends drift away this way...one by one everyones moving away...its so sad...honestly this is really hard for me...i hate the fact that friends are slipping away right befor my eyes...especially ones that mean soooo much to me...i love you with all my effing heart...and i want you to know that im gonna miss you soooo damn much when you move...ahhhh...i dont want you to leave me!...bffl...
Pat~you are the love of my whole effing life...you and me have made it through 7 amazing months together...you are honestly the best fucking thing that has ever happend to me...your the best boyfriend ive ever had...theres never gonna be anyone out there like you...your soooo perfect...and everything about you is just amazing...i love you more than you will ever know...and im honestly gonna love you forever...theres no way i could ever let you go...you complete me in every way possible...you light up my whole life...i love you to effing death...my life wouldnt be the same without you...and i want you to always know that...i want you and me to have a really good summer together...im so in love with you pat...honestly i dont know what i would do without you...you mean absolutely everything to me...if i ever lost you i dont know what i would do...you are my baby...and i love you sooooo effing much...your the best boyfriend that anyone could ever ask for...and im soooo lucky to have you...you make me soooo damn happy...all the little things you do are soooo cute and soooo sweet...and i just cant help but smile...your the only person that could ever cheer me up when im donwn or put a smile to my face...you are the sweetest guy in the whole entire world...and i love you oh so very much...i want you to always know that...i love you baby...you and me always and forever more...
Rob~you are like a brother to me...you have a really good heart...and you care so much about people...its amazing to be able to find someone out there who cares about others and accepts people for who they really are...and i really respect that...sorry i havent always been a good friend to you...but you have always always always been a good friend to me...no doubt about it...your a good friend to absolutely everyone...i hope that this summer you and me will hang out...your such a wonderful friend and i love you sooooo much...thank you for everything that youve ever done for me...and thank you for putting up with my crap...and thank you for always being there for me...your the best brother in the whole world...i luv ya...bffl...
Becca~ i dont really remember you that much...but i do that the time you were here and being your friend was a blast...i do remember being sad that you were moving...it sucks that all my close friends move away...and its awesome that you and me both started going out with the loves of our lives on november 4th...thats sooo awesome...i miss you...luv ya!
if anyone else wants me to tell you how i feel about them...then just tell me...and ill add you...
Savannah~ meeting you this year was honestly one of the best things that has happened to me...ever since the first day i met you...i wanted to get to know you and to become friends with you...your one person that i can totally open up to and be myself around...you give me that boost to my wild side...and i haven*t been able to be like that in a long time...also your one person that i feel totally comfortable talking about anything...i*m so glad that you and me are becoming good friends...we are realizing that we really have alot in common...i mean come on...who else is there out there whos afraid to swallow pills?...lol...just you and me...we really are alot alike...and ive really liked getting to hang out with you alot more...your definately someone that i wanna get to spend my summer with...i always seem to have alot of fun when im with you...im so happy for you and dave...you guys really are soooo cute together...and i do have to admit...im jealous of some of the things that you guys do...hopefully we will get to have a day of just the 4 of us...(a whole day)....and with no interuptions...lol...and there definately has to be another day of the jacuzi and steam shower...that has to be one of the best moments so far this summer...and i want there to be many more...you are someone that i could call a true friend...you*ve never lied to me...i*ve never been through any drama with you...or anything...you and me really do get along...with you and me it*s "drama free!"...lol...i love you soooo effing much!!!...you are such a sweetheart!...bffl...
Amanda~ you and me have been friends for a while now...ever since 7th grade you and me were friends...in 8th grade you and me stuck to eachother like glue...we were always together...it didnt feel right unless you were by my side...like with everyone else...once we hit highschool everything changed...i still consider you my bestfriend...but its true that you and me arent as good of friends as we used to be...i dont even know if you consider me your bestfriend anymore...also ive noticed this year lately that you*ve lied about little things...i*ve been able to point out every one...and the things that were lied about...were things that werent even worth lieing...i never said anything because i dont even know if you realized that you were...and with all the drama we've ever had you and me have always just been able to forgive and forget...our friendship meant that much to us...that it didnt matter...we figured well everyone makes mistakes...and we love eachother so why let that come between us...i want to spend time with you this summer...i want a weekend together so you and me can catch up on everything...i love you sooooo effing much...bffl...
Missy~you and me really have one hell of a connection...were both so in love...and were 2 of the few people at our age that are able to say that we know what love is...we've gone through a hell of alot together...even though i just became friends with you in 8th grade...who would of known that in 2 years we could go through so much...it honestly breaks my heart that your moving...your someone whos truly so dear to me...and loseing you is like loseing a part of me...your the only person who will actually listen to me and what i have to say...and you give the best fucking advice anyone has ever given...as we both know everyones changed...some for the good...and some for the bad...and i guess to some extent none of us have really been able to accept it...out of all of us...i do have to say that your the only one who has changed completely for the good...you've grown up, matured, learned life lessons, and have truly become a better person...you might not think so...but looking back...and thinking about now...i really do feel that you have changed for the good...you being my friend has honestly been something so special to me...i wouldnt wanna loose our friendship for the world...these past few years...yes theres been alot of drama...but look at now...you and me have practically been drama free...only every now and then there will be something very small that happens...but were alwyas able to figure it out and move on...at this point in life ive realized that we have too much loose...having everyone thats close to me move away is something thats really gonna effect me...i only hope that you and me will stay friends...and when i get my license i will definately drive out to come see you and to bring you back to elk grove....im just so scared that were gonna slowly drift away...im gonna try my absolute hardest to hold on to you...i want you as my bestfriend forever...you are my sweet trick missy...and i dont wanna loose you...i love you soooo much darling...your my sister for effing life!...bffl...
Ashy~ you and me have known eachother for such a long time...ever since elementry school...i mean we only live 2 houses down from eachother...lol...but its sooo far away...i always hated having to walk so damn far...lol...jk...knowing you this long has been great...i have to say that i do notice that we drift in and out...and i want you to know that the boys have no effect on me and my friendship with you...i really dont have much of a reason to hate you so why would i?...exactly my point...lol...it sucks tht eventually my 2 houses down buddy is gonna move away...im gonna miss you alot...you and me always had our fun waiting around all day for the boys...grrr...writing songs with brandi...and all that great fun...yea it is alot harder now that this little conflict is going on...but i want you to always know that i could never hate you...i love you soooo much ashy!...and i made up your nickname...dont you feel special...and everyone is stealing it away...lol..jk...i dont care...but i like it...its soooo cute....its just ASHY...lol...im weird...but yea...and i want you to know that i really do care about you...when i hear that your going out to do drugs or anything like that it really does worry me...i care alot about you...and i would never want anything to happen to you...i love you sooooo effing much!...bffl...
Erica~ my sweet erica!...you and me have gone through alot...ive known you ever since elementry school...and i do have to say our friendship had alot of ups and downs...but we've made it this far...in 7th and 8th grade we had are fun with 007...and eeeeeeeeeee!!!...and all that great stuff...and i do have to say that it brings tears to my eyes that you are moving away...your such a sweetheart...and im really really really gonna miss you...its so hard watching all my friends drift away this way...one by one everyones moving away...its so sad...honestly this is really hard for me...i hate the fact that friends are slipping away right befor my eyes...especially ones that mean soooo much to me...i love you with all my effing heart...and i want you to know that im gonna miss you soooo damn much when you move...ahhhh...i dont want you to leave me!...bffl...
Pat~you are the love of my whole effing life...you and me have made it through 7 amazing months together...you are honestly the best fucking thing that has ever happend to me...your the best boyfriend ive ever had...theres never gonna be anyone out there like you...your soooo perfect...and everything about you is just amazing...i love you more than you will ever know...and im honestly gonna love you forever...theres no way i could ever let you go...you complete me in every way possible...you light up my whole life...i love you to effing death...my life wouldnt be the same without you...and i want you to always know that...i want you and me to have a really good summer together...im so in love with you pat...honestly i dont know what i would do without you...you mean absolutely everything to me...if i ever lost you i dont know what i would do...you are my baby...and i love you sooooo effing much...your the best boyfriend that anyone could ever ask for...and im soooo lucky to have you...you make me soooo damn happy...all the little things you do are soooo cute and soooo sweet...and i just cant help but smile...your the only person that could ever cheer me up when im donwn or put a smile to my face...you are the sweetest guy in the whole entire world...and i love you oh so very much...i want you to always know that...i love you baby...you and me always and forever more...
Rob~you are like a brother to me...you have a really good heart...and you care so much about people...its amazing to be able to find someone out there who cares about others and accepts people for who they really are...and i really respect that...sorry i havent always been a good friend to you...but you have always always always been a good friend to me...no doubt about it...your a good friend to absolutely everyone...i hope that this summer you and me will hang out...your such a wonderful friend and i love you sooooo much...thank you for everything that youve ever done for me...and thank you for putting up with my crap...and thank you for always being there for me...your the best brother in the whole world...i luv ya...bffl...
Becca~ i dont really remember you that much...but i do that the time you were here and being your friend was a blast...i do remember being sad that you were moving...it sucks that all my close friends move away...and its awesome that you and me both started going out with the loves of our lives on november 4th...thats sooo awesome...i miss you...luv ya!
if anyone else wants me to tell you how i feel about them...then just tell me...and ill add you...