(no subject)
I just too a 100 question test. I'm so out of it. My eyes are so swollen and brown underneath. I was crying so hard last night...michael came over and gave me a 18 page written note. Most of it was about something I didn't even do and the rest was about him wanting me back. It made me cry cuz i felt like i hurt him and that im the most selffish person in the world. I also felt bad bcause I told him I DONT want him back,and that I just wanna be friends. I also said i was moving 2 tally pretty soon and that i would not see him that much, and he was like i can't do that, and he was crying and then i was crying. erg. i just fell like being single with no one to commit to. He was like I'm going to do everything to gain you back, i love you so much. I mean i love him to but right now i see myself single for a while and just living life the way I want without worrying about him. I mean when we were going out i could not do anything for myself, and I don't want to get the kind of person that marrries at 18 and has like 3 kids, and can't do anything for myself. I want to get out and have fun while i'm young. yea.