i have a empty feeling in my tummy
that sad thing is it will never be full again..
aparently he has a girlfriend and i duno where she came from becaue the night before he was on the phone with me and didnt mention ne thing.. she pickedu p his phone last night.. i think i cryed for like a few hours. why are people so fucking shady.. but that weird thing is i duno why im so upset about it . its like i really cared even though i kept telling my self i didnt.. i mean i told him i didnt want more then a friendship but deep down inside i guess i wanted something way more.. its not love its a lot of like and i dont like it.. why does this fucking always happen to me. i just need someone to talk to or somthing. i want a explantation... i deleted him out of my phone book and i wil not call him ever again.
hopeless
aparently he has a girlfriend and i duno where she came from becaue the night before he was on the phone with me and didnt mention ne thing.. she pickedu p his phone last night.. i think i cryed for like a few hours. why are people so fucking shady.. but that weird thing is i duno why im so upset about it . its like i really cared even though i kept telling my self i didnt.. i mean i told him i didnt want more then a friendship but deep down inside i guess i wanted something way more.. its not love its a lot of like and i dont like it.. why does this fucking always happen to me. i just need someone to talk to or somthing. i want a explantation... i deleted him out of my phone book and i wil not call him ever again.
hopeless