Jan 18, 2004 23:27
So yesterday my friend carrie died. We were out partying the night before and she drank too much. I didn't know she was on heart medication and she wasn't supposed to drink more than 2 drinks. Well she ended up passing out before we left. Everyone thought it was normal. She always over did it. They woke her up and took her home. One of our friends stayed with her till 10 am and she said she was fine and was going to go to sleep. Her dad came upstairs to see if she was okay and she was blue. It was too late...she was dead. It's either that she puked while sleeping and choked or that there were some heart complications. Well everyone is getting questioned and charges will probably be pressed on the girl's who's apartment it was and who ever is 21+ that was there is going to get in trouble. She was only 20...very nice and could make anyone laugh. She graduated from east aurora 2 years ago. Why does this happen? Is it really fair? It's just so messed up that I was talking and laughing with her two nights ago and tomorrow I have to go see her lifeless body in a casket. All of my peers will be balling and it might be too much. I've decided to stay sober for a long time. I need time to think and enjoy my life. You never know when it will end. So whoever is reading this...I love you and always remember that.
Last night the resturant that I work at got robbed. Someone went through a garage window and went into the owner's office and took her safe. No finger prints no nothing. The main suspect is her son...he's a herion addict and it's a really big possibility that he owed someone money and got desperate. A few others have been questioned. (pretty much the people with records)
This is a lot to swallow. I think I'm kind of numb right now. What's wierd is that Mandy wanted missy and I to go to this party in colden the last night carrie was still here. But I insisted on going to the one we went to...I said "There will be people from east aurora there that I dont get to see that often anymore.". It's just really erie...but I am very happy that I got to spend that time with her. I'm going to bed...I have to go to the gym early in the morning. It's my only sense of sanity.