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I've sort of been crying off and on all day. The reality of the coming weeks is terrifying me. I am graduating college. I do not have a job lined up. I have no money. I will not be able to keep living with Chris.
This last part is breaking my heart. I'm dying inside. July 1st I'll be waking up alone.
I'm know I'm being selfish and other people have done the long distance thing way more hardcore, but I'm losing my best friend. I'm losing my partner and the man I share everything with and it sucks. It sucks a whole lot.
This last part is breaking my heart. I'm dying inside. July 1st I'll be waking up alone.
I'm know I'm being selfish and other people have done the long distance thing way more hardcore, but I'm losing my best friend. I'm losing my partner and the man I share everything with and it sucks. It sucks a whole lot.