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Retrospect is a funny thing. With enough time you can start to see your actions without bias.
Looking back at my high school self is strange. Bitter sarcasm oozing from every pore and just a lot of anger. I'm not sure how I made it through being a teenager. Far-sight for the future is powerful.
Then there's that whole Lincoln thing. I only realize now just how crazy I must have seemed. How stupid it all was. How much I regret it now.
Then there's the whole Brooke thing. Chris told me something that she said to him over last summer and as surprising that it isn't, I'm kind of shocked. It may have been in jest, but still extremely inappropriate to say to your friend's boyfriend. There was a lot of weird tension that I ignored at the time. It's your mind's way of mentally blacking out what would be so taxing to acknowledge. But now looking back I see it so clearly. What a crazy bitch.
Looking back at my high school self is strange. Bitter sarcasm oozing from every pore and just a lot of anger. I'm not sure how I made it through being a teenager. Far-sight for the future is powerful.
Then there's that whole Lincoln thing. I only realize now just how crazy I must have seemed. How stupid it all was. How much I regret it now.
Then there's the whole Brooke thing. Chris told me something that she said to him over last summer and as surprising that it isn't, I'm kind of shocked. It may have been in jest, but still extremely inappropriate to say to your friend's boyfriend. There was a lot of weird tension that I ignored at the time. It's your mind's way of mentally blacking out what would be so taxing to acknowledge. But now looking back I see it so clearly. What a crazy bitch.