Dec 08, 2006 04:07
i fell dirty way dirty
we made out that was okay he took it too far, and did things i didn't want..
he didn't even ask me about myself he doesn't know that i worry alot, or how much my friends mean too me..
I told him to stop but he didn't, he kept going...
i'm not like that, its not me
we didn't have sex
but it was too far
and now I just feel dirty
I just want someone to truely care about me, just too like me for me and all the weird things that make me that much more amazing...
i want someone to understand that i just don't do that kind of stuff...
i don't just have sex with anybody......
tonight started off good, and ended real bad