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Last night's total slip of control definitely made me take a step back and re-evaluate my whole situation and how I am living my life in college. I think that I'm being way too carefree with people, and trusting them way too much... boys in particular. And I know i'm doing it because I miss him so much, and it's just replacing a void with another void, and the latter void could end up hurting me a lot in the end. Whatever, I'm going home next weekend... we'll see what the hell happens... probably the exact opposite of what I want. Bleh.
Today I went to my first Gator football game with Whit, I love being in large places like stadiums. Being surrounded by so many people makes you feel so unimportant and I need that every now and again to remind me.
Apartment hunting sucks balls. Booooo.
Today I went to my first Gator football game with Whit, I love being in large places like stadiums. Being surrounded by so many people makes you feel so unimportant and I need that every now and again to remind me.
Apartment hunting sucks balls. Booooo.