I came here expecting next to nothing.
It was so nice to have an out and get to spend time with the most important people that Tallahassee has, Brandon and Saige. But, alas, I was home sick as a mother fucker and now I'm content to be home. And excited about Garden State and the girls.
I think I got closure when I saw Brandon this time. He felt so good to hold, like it was 2 years ago, but it definitely wasn't what I want. He's not doing as well as I'd hoped, but I know that we're always going to be there for eachother. "Shamelus", haha, who knew how perceptive Brandon was. The boy's lips still feel the same, he's still protective of me, and it's nice to have a close friend like him some place other than home.
Time was compromised with Saige. Next time things will have to be planned better. We've both changed so much, and this time when we were all together, I felt like we were grown up, more mature. And this is the first time that I've ever felt it.
When I was younger I thought that when I got this age I'd be so different, but I'm the same person, just chronologically inclined, and surrounded by different people. People that are good for me.
Everyday it's been easier and easier to pry my mind away. And that's something that I've been needing.
I don't understand... they say you're not allowed to have pinatas that look like real people, but in Mexico, we do it all the time.
I think I got closure when I saw Brandon this time. He felt so good to hold, like it was 2 years ago, but it definitely wasn't what I want. He's not doing as well as I'd hoped, but I know that we're always going to be there for eachother. "Shamelus", haha, who knew how perceptive Brandon was. The boy's lips still feel the same, he's still protective of me, and it's nice to have a close friend like him some place other than home.
Time was compromised with Saige. Next time things will have to be planned better. We've both changed so much, and this time when we were all together, I felt like we were grown up, more mature. And this is the first time that I've ever felt it.
When I was younger I thought that when I got this age I'd be so different, but I'm the same person, just chronologically inclined, and surrounded by different people. People that are good for me.
Everyday it's been easier and easier to pry my mind away. And that's something that I've been needing.
I don't understand... they say you're not allowed to have pinatas that look like real people, but in Mexico, we do it all the time.