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[ilovetolove13_9]

Tears on my pillow water in my eyes hart ack in my hart love is not with me now how do i feel when hes gone and said" no thanx im playing with some one fun" this is herting me then My nephew said Luke said he was cheatng on me. :( tears rolling down my face i type this to u. i lost him once and i lost him yet again. but i got him back and i dont wonna go through the pain again. *sigh* as his screen name once was "Love is hard but once u found it it is smooth" .this fact is true not to all who believ in life after love cuz i dont. i dont think there is a life with out him. he is my world and he all ways will be . i feel there is some hing missing from my life when we r fighting or when hes at school or not online to talk. *sigh* live life get paid and get laid isnt helping me much right now. oh well i dont know what to feel i cant say it if i cant feel it. Men can walk straight up to u and look u in the eye and say thoes three lil words "i love u" cuz they know its what wonna hear. but when he says it i feel its true i know i shouldnt trust him. but i do. i dont care what iv ben put through. or what i will be put through if i follow my heart. Luke i love u and u know that plz say some thing to me. ......................or is that it ............is that the end of my heart? i cant move on with out it and im not taking it back. its in ur bac pocket plz say it will stay with u for all life. till deth do us part. PLZ Luke i need u now i didnt think u were chaeting tell u said it.

My nephew typed "u gota go talk to ur other gfS"
But u said "so" Luke if u r cheating PLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ tell me.
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the tears shall fall once more till i cant cry at all. i know i will shout out his name in my sleep. if i can get to sleep . its now 9:39pm here in colorado.
Plz Luke come on and talk to me tomorrow. PLZZZZZZZZZZ say u will.

hopelessly lost n thought of u....... anna

P.S i love u Luke plz say u still love me