2...2 ...2 rants in 1!
yea no really lets just pretend it never happened... nobody talk about it. well i fucking am.
so much fucking anger and built up resentment.
you fucking called me
DONT FUCKING BE PROACTIVE IF YOUR NOT FUCKING ON BOARD!!!! and if your not okay with it in the future SAY SO TO MY FUCING FACE AND BEFORE THE WHOLE FUCKING MESS BEGINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well you can say all the fucking shit you want about how silly and immature im being and how this is overdramatic and all that but know your background info and reasons first before you start spewing your shitty opinions behind my back.
you have no clue what it did to me and what it could have done. bad bad choice.
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you can call me monotonous mary
the pattern of my life is stuck .
on repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
i wish i didnt have so many commitments. it makes it hard to just kind of let go of them and just run free and escape for a few hours. job responsibilities(wearing make up, having to change my black heir yet not letting my roots grow out, having to work the same days plus some of other peoples and not getting any time off when i want- and other work politics like that, my family forcing togethernesss, a now very needy father, just (non)contractual obligations like that. not that i dont appreciate what i have but i miss my more free spirited days now and again and being able to act on a whim and things like that. spontaneity is just out of the question now which i miss but then again ive been told thats what being an adult is. one of these days i may just have to piss people off and do somehting for myself.
so much fucking anger and built up resentment.
you fucking called me
DONT FUCKING BE PROACTIVE IF YOUR NOT FUCKING ON BOARD!!!! and if your not okay with it in the future SAY SO TO MY FUCING FACE AND BEFORE THE WHOLE FUCKING MESS BEGINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well you can say all the fucking shit you want about how silly and immature im being and how this is overdramatic and all that but know your background info and reasons first before you start spewing your shitty opinions behind my back.
you have no clue what it did to me and what it could have done. bad bad choice.
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you can call me monotonous mary
the pattern of my life is stuck .
on repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
repeat.
i wish i didnt have so many commitments. it makes it hard to just kind of let go of them and just run free and escape for a few hours. job responsibilities(wearing make up, having to change my black heir yet not letting my roots grow out, having to work the same days plus some of other peoples and not getting any time off when i want- and other work politics like that, my family forcing togethernesss, a now very needy father, just (non)contractual obligations like that. not that i dont appreciate what i have but i miss my more free spirited days now and again and being able to act on a whim and things like that. spontaneity is just out of the question now which i miss but then again ive been told thats what being an adult is. one of these days i may just have to piss people off and do somehting for myself.