Sep 15, 2005 21:09
so my baby told me i had to update...and that it has to be long....so im going to try to do this for her..but i have no idea what to write about. right now im sitting here doing nothing...bored and missing you, everyday i think that im the luckiest guy in the world..because i get to have you...because you allow me to have you. and i have a list..of my love break down....you..abby....your mom..courtney.your dad..and then jessee.....then the other one, hehehe....but yeah....have you ever wondered if it was ever going to end up like this?.. if i ever had to choose one thing that i like most about you....its that when im with you. im alive...ihave a reason to live..a reason to stay out of trouble, a reason to be me...and not have to worry abotu my looks and my car and..whatever else..us teenagers think about.....you keep me sain...but make me insane at the same time.....but i love the choas. you are the only person i have ever fought for...the only one i cared if i lost or not...the only one i truly loved..
your the best thing that ever happened to me...im only where i am today because of you. and you want to know where that is?..in the most commited relationship...with the beast fucking wife ever.you know what to say...and what to do ..to make me fell better and loved...whit out me even tell you..everything you do is perfect....your perfect in everyway..and i wouldent change a thing..
sometimes...i go out side at night..and lay on the hood of my car because i cant sleep..your always on my mind. im always thingking of what you mean to me..and how much i love you..my felling run soo deep and soo pure for you..that sayign ilove you...dosent even scratch the surface of how i feel for you, i dont know what this mans to you but if you really knew me you would get this...i mean seriously. i would gie up my car for you...i would give my skatebored for you...everything that i love...for the one i love. i would go to the end of the world for you.
you are the best girl friend /wife ever.. yeah we have our fights...but i only think it makes us stronger.and make us want to try harder.to be with one another...for as long as we live.
you are my everything...my heat and soul...you are my bestfriend...my wrost enimy..my LIFE. and you will always have my heart.. i love you krystina nicole griffith......*i really hope i got that right*..
<3 love you for fucking ever <3