Maybe I forgot all the things I've missed, somehow I know theres more to life than this..
Things are finally starting to clear up. Feels good. Times running away from us all. April 13 2005. I remember September 2001. Starting as a freshman in a world I thought would take forever to get through. Here we are, at the end of the road. Such a reality check. No more shitty Marian teachers, no more huge drama, no more smelly lunches, no more school uniforms, no more massachusetts. It's for the best I keep telling myself. It's for the best.
hold on
hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell
hold on
hold on to yourself
you know that only time can tell
what is it in me that refuses to believe
this isn't easier than the real thing
my love you know that you're my best friend
you know that i'd do anything for you
and my love let nothing come between us
my love for you is strong and true
am i in heaven here or am i
at the crossroads i am standing
so now you're sleeping peaceful
i lie awake and pray
that you'll be strong tomorrow
and we'll see another day
and we will praise it
and love the light that brings a smile across your face
oh god if you're out there won't you hear me
i know we've never talked before
and oh god the man i love is leaving
won't you take him when he comes to your door
am i in heaven here or am i in hell
at the crossroads i am standing
so now you're sleeping peaceful
i lie awake and pray
that you'll be strong tomorrow
and we'll see another day
and we will praise it
and love the light that brings a smile across your face
hold on
hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell