Dec 02, 2004 21:02
so life is getting better at home. there isnt as many hstile looks being thrown my way at the dinner table. i figured out a pretty good way to pass the day. come home, do hw, listen to music for aan hour, work out till my body hurts, talk on the computer for an hour, and fall asleep to some good ass music. i started my rehab clinic today. it requires urine tests every monday and thrusday, and one group session a week. if at any time my test comes up positive w will be sent to a halfway house and live their until they think i am stable eno8ugh to return to a regular enviroment. pretty sickening huh? i think they are trying to beat down mentally untill i lay as an emotionless dry human being.