sad.

Aug 11, 2008 17:05

 I never write in here anymore. But i think this is deff. worth writing about.
i feel so sad when i read your entries anymore natasha. im sure you will read this and yes i do still read your livejournal.
All this talk of drugs and of tripping off them makes me feel so sad for you.
I know i cannot be there like i used to be and even if i was id tell you the same thing im writing within this entry...
you make me sad. disappointed. I know its not my place, im not your mother or even related to you but i remember a time you didnt need drugs to feel okay with life. 
i still will always love you but really you do have a problem. it started off with alcohol...and now its drugs.
what got you to this place?
what made you feel like you needed to do drugs to feel okay?
id really like to know.
Again, its not my place to pass judgement but think of it as a friend very much worried about you.
i cannot bare to see you go down the wrong road and ruin your life so early into it. 
i do not want you to end up like some junkie who is coming off drugs and ending up getting so bad you could danger your life.
natasha, you need to please take into consideration that drugs KILL people. especially young people.
i suggest you stop before it takes over your life, or worse, ends it.
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