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Boy do I need sleep. It's killing me. I feel like such crap. Most days I can make myself roll out of bed, stay awake for my classes, and then get home to crash. Something needs to change, and I don't think school and my hectic schedule are going to change anytime soon. Not much hope for me. This isn't temporal hope is guys??? It's definitely longterm (lol).
So Woodring came and talked to us today about college and scholarships... what a wreck I am. I now feel like I'm not going to get in anywhere I want to. Such a failure. I'm soo afriad I'm gonna end up at FAU of BCC for the first few years. That would be bad. I think the next few months for those of us who are really looking at colleges seriously is going to be hell.... I can just sense it. I can't wait to see all of us in the beginning of october, trying to do applications and essays... it's not going to be pretty. I'm funna visit some schools after the AP's in the summer. I have a few schools in mind.... hopefully I'll fall in love with Emory or Brown... that would just make my life so much better. Better then what I have going for me now hopefully. At least we'll have each other, right??
In other news, Kelsey is actually going to Taravella next year (very sad). They tried to tell her she can't take any honors classes cause all the kids this year are failing. Let's just say that didn't go over well with the parents, and now she's in all honors (lol). Our patio is almost done.... it'll be done by the weekend.... PART-AY! (haha, jk.... we'll see....). I hope to God spring break is awesome. I really need awesome right about now. I need something extremely exciting to happen.... it'll come (I hope) *looks at my wonderful friends with puppy dog eyes* lol. If it does, I actually mihgt make it to AP time, and after that, it's smooth sailing....
~Lyndsey
p.s., Flinn and Dupre are pushing me SOO much to take AP Chem next year... and I'm really at a standstill on what to do. I really need someone to talk to about this... other then my parents and the science dept. Any advice???
p.p.s., I really think I'm going to do that Honors College Research thing at Scripps/FAU this summer. I'm trying to get an "in" with Scripps... how amazing would that be?!?! :D
So Woodring came and talked to us today about college and scholarships... what a wreck I am. I now feel like I'm not going to get in anywhere I want to. Such a failure. I'm soo afriad I'm gonna end up at FAU of BCC for the first few years. That would be bad. I think the next few months for those of us who are really looking at colleges seriously is going to be hell.... I can just sense it. I can't wait to see all of us in the beginning of october, trying to do applications and essays... it's not going to be pretty. I'm funna visit some schools after the AP's in the summer. I have a few schools in mind.... hopefully I'll fall in love with Emory or Brown... that would just make my life so much better. Better then what I have going for me now hopefully. At least we'll have each other, right??
In other news, Kelsey is actually going to Taravella next year (very sad). They tried to tell her she can't take any honors classes cause all the kids this year are failing. Let's just say that didn't go over well with the parents, and now she's in all honors (lol). Our patio is almost done.... it'll be done by the weekend.... PART-AY! (haha, jk.... we'll see....). I hope to God spring break is awesome. I really need awesome right about now. I need something extremely exciting to happen.... it'll come (I hope) *looks at my wonderful friends with puppy dog eyes* lol. If it does, I actually mihgt make it to AP time, and after that, it's smooth sailing....
~Lyndsey
p.s., Flinn and Dupre are pushing me SOO much to take AP Chem next year... and I'm really at a standstill on what to do. I really need someone to talk to about this... other then my parents and the science dept. Any advice???
p.p.s., I really think I'm going to do that Honors College Research thing at Scripps/FAU this summer. I'm trying to get an "in" with Scripps... how amazing would that be?!?! :D