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I couldn't help but ramble here. Sorry. And I just realized, this is my first ever personal blog entry here in my lj. *throws confetti* Oh yeah. Anway I went out yesterday, well maybe because it was sunday so it means family day. We went to the church and then had lunch out. Mhmm we went to church and I couldn't help but think of the fic i read the night before, so sorry dear God. I think I wasn't able to catch I part of the mass T___T So bad. So bad. Anyway. We had lunch out, and you guys may not know but..I don't really dress like a girl. Well I dress like a girl if I want too. I just hate wearing those pink dresses, or those shirts with ruffles on the shoulders. Oh my gosh, just kill me T___T In short I like dressing up like a guy. Well...
1) What guys wear are effing comfortable
2) Guy clothes look good.
I swear I always find those guys shirts cool. But I don't really buy those. I just find them cool. I wear those clothes designed to look like for uni-sex. You know what I mean right? Yes. Okay going back. Well I was wearing white long sleeves (rolled up) with a checkered shirt on top and jeans that is up to my knees and i was wearing Vans. I had a black cap on (like the one yoochun was wearing in the airport, the black one) and cross earrings. I was listening to my ipod (dong bang! of course XD) and I was sitting on a bench 'cause my dad was finding some accessories for his car and my mom was helping him out, when this girl (she's really girly) stood in front of me. She wore mini shorts and a body hugging shirt and stared at me. She was actually eye-ing me for minutes (I noticed it cause I'm observant) YES SHE STARED AT ME. AND THEN SHE SMILED. I was like "Ughh yes?" (in my mind) I just stared up and then went back doing nothing, staring at random things and tapping my lap (the music is good lol). And then she just stood there, still staring.
And you know what she did?....
She tapped my shoulder and said "Hi". So random. And then it hit me. SHE THOUGHT I WAS A GUY. Seriously I was like T______T Fine she's all cute and everything but... she's a girl! What the hell was that. >___< I just said..."Hi" And she extended a hand for me to shake, actually she's rather friendly..If I was a homosexual, she'd be great to be a girlfriend cause she looks pretty cute. *whacks self* I shook it and she said she's "Denise". I couldn't tell her my name. LIKE MY NAME IS SHARI AND I'M A GIRL SO GO HIT SOME GUY NOT ME. Oh c'mon! The poor girl..she'll be embarassed if she knew I was a girl! Well you know I don't really act like a girl..well probably because I always hang out with guys..and I'm a swimmer so my body structure isn't girly at all. But I'm not homosexual either, I'M GONNA MARRY JUNSU AND HAVE KIDS WITH HIM HAHAHAHAHA.
Anyway..
I just smiled and said "Sorry my parents are looking for me, I gotta go." And she frowned, and let go of my hand. She raised her phone and said "Can I get your number instead?" WOAHH I MEAN THAT'S SO AGRESSIVE! A GIRL ASKING FOR SOMEONE'S NUMBER? WHAT IN THE WORLD >___<
I just smiled and tapped her shoulder and said "Maybe next time." And she frowned again T_______T I wanna cry that time, I didn't know what to do. She said "Next time, alright." And I stood up and left her behind, I didn't have the courage to look back. It was so..ughh T_T
Gahhhh I wish there isn't any next time! C'mon! And then i remembered...That's the mall nearest to my house, 5 minutes away. And as far as I know, I always hang out there when I'm quite bored. Oh no. Seriously. I hope I don't see her anymore it's too dangerous! T___T
YEAH. that's it.
I WANT TO BUY A TOHOSHINKI SHIRT. THE ONE IN THE T CONCERT. IT LOOKS PRETTY. THE CROSS. T___T
And I don't think I would be able to sleep tonight. I saw the yoomin video @______@ It's....disturbing! Gahhh. i want a YOOSU version. Please, just feed me anything Yoosu and I can sleep soundly tonight!
This is it for my first blog entry, I don't think I have anything else more to say. Bye for now!~Hope everyone's okay! (￣ー￣)