[fic] Lost
Title: LOST
Length: Oneshot
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance/ fluff
Pairings: Yoosu/Jaeho
Summary: Sometimes, lost things are replaced by way better ones.
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Yoochun creeped his way to their bedroom when he saw Junsu crying at the corner. Tears fell from the beautiful eyes of the tenor. He embraced his legs and rested his chin on his knees. Junsu wasn't making too much noise while crying, but you will realize that he's crying because he shrugged his beautiful shoulders. Unfortunately, Yoochun didn't succeed in his creeping.
"Ow." Yoochun bumped to one of the tables right after entering the room. Well, the creaking of the door didn't help him too.
Junsu saw Yoochun coming and he didn't want to let Yoochun see him like that, wasted and all. The tenor wiped his tears with the back of his palms, and plastered a fake smile in less than a second. Yoochun always thought his lover was really beautiful when smiling, gorgeous when giving a cold killer pose, and sexy when dancing. But at that time when he saw Junsu crying, it broke his heart but at the same time he seized the moment--Junsu was really beautiful even when crying. How the tears ran down the tenor's flawless cheeks, how his eyes close when a trickle of tear manages to get out, how his nose turns red, how he breathes through his mouth.
"Junsu ah.." Yoochun crawled his way to Junsu and settled beside him at the corner.
"Hi." With his fake smile, Yoochun frowned and held his lover's hand.
"Why are you crying? I hate to see you that way.." Yoochun cupped the tenor's cheeks and pressed a soft kiss.
"Chunnie..I hate to say it but i have to..."
"Tell me, or else i'll cry too.." tears began to form in Yoochun's eyes.
"You know that earrings you gave me in our 12th monthsary? I.....it's lost.." And in less than a second that Junsu plastered a fake smile, in less than a second that tears bursted from his eyes once again.
"Su ah..." Yoochun closed eyes, opened them and looked straight at Junsu's eyes.
"I know you're hurt because you lost it, but i just want you to know that it hurts me more to see you cry." Yoochun kissed the back of Junsu's hand and hugged him tight.
"Chunnie..I'm sorry." Sobs were heard all over the room.
"Don't say sorry Susu ah." And Yoochun caressed the back of his lover. His chin rested at the other's nape, and he nuzzled his nose and he can smell a sweet scent.
"Su ah..What shampoo did you use? I like this smell." Yoochun grinned and continued nuzzling his nose into his lover's nape.
Junsu giggled and pushed Yoochun, breaking the hug.
"You're so dorky." And he laughed, covered his mouth with his petite hands.
"Let's go to bed, we have an early schedule tomorrow." Junsu stood from his place and began to undress, removing his shirt first.
"Can't we go to bed later? Can we just....15 minutes Su?..Please.." Yoochun immediately stood up and ran to his lover, hugging him from the back and kissing Junsu's nape, down to his smooth shoulders.
"No Chunnie. It's late." Junsu removed Yoochun's arms in his waist.
"Please...just 15 minutes.." Yoochun pleaded and continued on seducing his lover, grinding his body and kissing him passionately. It sent shivers down Junsu's spine. He could say yes, he wanted to feel Yoochun, wanted him to make love, wanted Yoochun to fill him. But it wasn't just the right time, he just cried for dear life. He didn't want to have a hazy sex after crying. It ruins the mood.
"No Park Yoochun." Yoochun pouted, those red lips that Junsu cannot resist. But Junsu did resist, besides it's 3 in the morning. Yoochun accepted his defeat and slipped in his blue pyjamas.
"Sleep tight Chunnie." Junsu whispered to his lover, and closed his eyes.
Yoochun faced the opposite, looking at their desk lamp, rolled his eyes and sighed.
~o~
Junsu woke up disoriented. The sun was blinding him, and the sheets were tangled in his legs making it hard for him to move. He faced the other side, and was about to say "Goodmorning Chunnie" but he frowned, finding a pillow next to him.He scratched his head, and slowly slipped out of his sheets. He found a note in his mirror, a neon post-it carrying the words: Breakfast is ready. Went to the gym.
Is Yoochun really mad? Why'd he leave him all alone? He never do that, he would always make sure to be the one to greet Junsu first. Even if a headache is bugging him, he'll make sure he'll be there for Junsu. Yoochun had promise to give him morning kisses and lovely hugs. But today is the day that he failed.
Junsu walked to his bathroom to take a hot shower, to relax his aching muscles from their dance rehearsals, to relax his mind from thinking thoughts..that Yoochun would leave him someday after their days of glory. He shook his head and tried to erase those thoughts, and thought maybe he was just going too far.
He dressed up in one of his favorite clothes, and made his way to the dining hall expecting a nice breakfast. There he saw his hyungs and Changmin feasting over the supposedly nice breakfast for him.
"Hyung!!!" he shouted at the top of his lungs and ran to save his bread hanging from Changmin's mouth. He swatted Yunho's hand reaching for the perfectly sliced ham. Jaejoong wiped his mouth, leaving no marks of the food.
"How can you eat this?! It's for me! Yoochun made it for me!"
Jaejoong covered his mouth with his one hand and pointed the other at Changmin.
"It's his fault Junsu. He said we should eat it." And Changmin's eyes popped like a popcorn would when heated.
"Me?! I just suggested it! But you followed me! I didn't force you!" Changmin raised his voice.
"Ya!" And Yunho hit Changmin's head, real hard.
"Why are you raising your voice?! That's Jaejoong you're talking to! Where is the thing respect I taught you?" Yunho's eyebrows twitched.
Changmin stared at his foot, scratched his head and whispered a cuss. Lucky Yunho didn't hear it, or else he would've been reprimanded twice.
"I--I'm sorry Junsu..It's also my fault, I didn't stop them instead I joined. I'm sorry."
Junsu frowned, but he couldn't take it when all of them looked like they lost 20 million, it's gonna be New Year in a few hours anyway. So he forgave them, had a group hug and all that. Jaejoong said sorry again and made a new breakfast in order to make up for the one they ate.
After a few minutes, their manager called informing them that they wouldn't do anything today but rest since it's holidays and SM had given them their time for new year. The four of them jumped for joy. Junsu shouted for a movie but in a second, he lost his cheerfulness cause he remembered about the earrings that Yoochun had given him, and that it's gonna be new year in a few hours; and also their Anniversary.
Junsu was having a bad day. Yoochun wasn't beside him when he woke up, and he haven't called since morning. He couldn't bare it any longer, his lover is missing. If anything bad happens to Yoochun, he would blame himself for not doing anything.
"For goodness sake, where is Yoochun?" The three were startled when Junsu shouted his question. They guesed it was serious since Junsu called Yoochun his first name and not their pet name. Changmin for some reason, didn't hear his hyung asking a damn question.
"I don't know. He told me he was going to run an errand for manager hyung--Junsu is your hand shaking?" Junsu was shaking. His hands moved as if they have a life not controlled by the mind, and body but moves for itself.
"Yunho--I think you need to calm him down." Jaejoong's eyes full of concern for the person who makes their group cheerful.
Junsu was 12 years old then when he came to SM, to debut and become a great singer. But he was also 12 when he saw Yoochun who was now his bandmate and boyfriend; he was 12 when he first peed on his pants and had a slight nervous breakdown after seeing Yoochun. Junsu doesn't know how to stop it, it just happens. It happens when he's getting worked up, pissed or nervous. He'd always shake and utter a few words.
"Whe--re is Yoochun?" He continued to shake, worst than a few seconds before.
"Junsu calm down.." Yunho patted his back, and whispered some comforting words.
Being the leader, Yunho had mastered how to calm Junsu down and to get him back to his cheerful mode. Yunho got Junsu to sleep even though the night was young. Junsu fell asleep, when finally his lover arrived home safe.
"Yoochun where the hell have you been? Junsu's been--" And Yunho was cut. He hates it when he's cut, but Yoochun never remembers.
"What happened? Where's Junsu?!" And Yoochun grabbed Yunho's shoulders, shaking them mercilessly.
"You know, I'm not a parent. But kids, please do behave and learn to calm down. And Changminnie, stop eating that. That's Jaejoong's." Yunho shrugged Yoochun off and swatted Changmin's hand to prevent the cake from being molested by Changmin's tongue. Yunho pointed to the couple's room and shook his head. "I don't know if he's still sleeping. But you can--" Yoochun dashed his way to their room, Yunho frowned as he murmured about respect.
The door swung open, and there Junsu was, lying in their bed sleeping like an angel. Yoochun didn't want to wake him, but he's so careless that Junsu started opening his beautiful eyes.
"Chunnie!" and Junsu jumped and gave his lover a tight embrace. It seemed like they didn't see each other for several years.
"Where have you been...I was so worried.." He kept on hugging Yoochun so much that Yoochun could've choked.
"Junsu ah.. I'm sorry."
"....."
"Happy new year!!!" Yunho, Jaejoong and Changmin dashed to their room to greet them. It was new year, and Yoochun made it.
Junsu let go of Yoochun and frowned. "H--happy new year Chunnie."
"Why so cold? I'm back right?.." And Yoochun leaned forward and placed a soft kiss on his lover's lustlful lips.
Yoochun slowly smiled and took out a box in his pocket, and opened it. A diamond filled cross earrings hung at his finger.
"Su...I know you loved that earrings as much as you love me, but it's lost...you can't get it back. And it doesn't mean my love is represented by that pair of earrings."
And Junsu stared up at Yoochun and finally smiled.
"I got new a new one...And it's kind of..similar to the one you lost, but a little different.."
The earrings was diamond filled with their names on it. A new pair of earrings, for a new year. Their names were engraved, crossed with each other.
J
CHUN
N
S
U
"Happy new year love. And Happy 3rd Anniversary. I love you. Forever." Yoochun leaned, and kissed the tenor. It was a slow deep kiss, a kiss of assurance of love and forever. Junsu was kissing him back and the three other boys were clapping, happy for their hyungs.
"Happy new year too Chunnie. I love you, forever." And Junsu gave a tight embrace.
"Yunnie when will you give me something like that?" Jaejoong pouted as he pointed at the earrings that Yoochun gave Junsu.
"Ohh Boojae, that's nothing. I can give more than that." And he smirked as he encircled his arm at Jaejoong's slim waist.
Jaejoong slapped his head soft. "You always say that!" Yunho scratched his head, and let out a sigh.
"I love you Jae." Unconsciously, Jaejoong answered.
"I love you Yunnie." And they smiled at each other.
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comments are loved!<333
okay i wrote this because I lost my favorite earrings. No, it was stolen. yeah stolen during Christmas. it's my favorite earrings, i wore them everytime i went out so yeah...but i got a better one, my mom bought me the same earrigns i lost! so yeah.. i'm so happy ^^