holy crapleavemeal0neOctober 21 2004, 00:48:50 UTC
Look, I really dont enjoy this looming in my past. I have read most of your live journal entries from about the end of the summer, and not only am i mentioned in practically everyone, there seems to be a morbid dislike by your whole crowd of friends...I do not appreciate being labled as a jerk or a dick, maybe i just dont like that group. So thus, you do not seem to realize this but having a relationship with you was like the relationship with a boss and a mailroom worker. Everyday i got scouls and you acted like you were better than me. For instance, the time when you threw your lunch tray at me and expected me to take it up, and then i asked if you could take it up. Do you remember what happened? Of course not, you wouldnt talk to me the entire day, because of a lunch tray. Also being embarrassed to say anything about your significant other to your family does not make them at ALL feel special, in anyway. This is a closed subject now, just know that, i have not changed, and you need to realize the truth. I treated you with respect every single day, and it was all thrown back at my face. This is why i do not talk to you and do not want to because it brings back the angry feelings that burned inside of me when i realized what was going on. Please tell your peon friends to stop calling me names on your behalf it's not pleasant.
Sincerely, The Asshole (as labeled by your one of a kind friends) :D
Re: holy crapilovesniffOctober 21 2004, 01:52:42 UTC
My friends do what they want of their own accord. I in no way EVER meant to make you feel like that. How you got my livejournal name beats me, but hey, not talking never solved anything. I'm doing my best to get over this, I'm just not very good at it. And if I did make you feel like that, you should have told me. And it's not that I didn't want to talk to my family about you, it's that I wasn't ALLOWED! All's I ever wanted was to be away from them, and spend more time with you, but they wouldn't let me! And the thing with the lunch tray... it was a simple favor to ask (I didn't throw it at you) and I didn't think that it would be such a chore. It kinda made me feel like you wouldn't even do that for me. That's how I felt a lot. I never meant to treat you badly. Ever. I really wish you would come talk to me about this. It would make me feel a whole lot better. And whatever friends called you that, they should know to mind their own business, and I've told them to stay out of it, so if they're reading this FRIGGIN' STOP YOU IDIOTS!
i will, i dunno how many times i said anything bad though, but i'll stop cuz i know i hate it when i find out that that's going on behind MY back, i'm just one big hypocrite. to be honest i'm not really sure WHY i said whatever i said, probably to make u feel better.. and becuz i think the majority of guys are jerks..... but, i swear (cross my heart and hope to die) i won't do it anymore
Sincerely,
The Asshole (as labeled by your one of a kind friends) :D
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