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i think i can add insomnia to my list of weirdnesses.. i cant sleep except in class haha the rest of the time i just wish i was sleeping.. life is so boring im not living im just.. there... i feel totally useless all of the time i dont DO anything ever im just taking up space (and a lot of it) i bet i cudnt find 5 people that would notice if i just stopped being.. there.. i had a weird experience today... every time someone was talkin and i was listening(class friends anything) everything got like when u shrink/enlarge photos and theyre pixelated rite? thats how everyone looked.. and the edges of my vision got all black and blurry it was like watching a bad movie.. everything makes me feel more seperated from my life and the odd thing is its getting harder and harder to care ..