Sean, When we were dating. Liz, All the time. You're a whore. You always were. You always lie, and you don't know what you want no matter how many times you say you do. You still haven't changed. I beleive Jeannine said it once or twice too, Maybe Frosty too, But I could have been wrong onthat note. LiAnne told me many times that I shouldn't have given you another chance. All you do is fuck up. Remember sending me that email about that night that happened with that guy? How he let his friend have his way with you- Yeah, Well the reason I didn't respond is because I knew you weren't going to want to hear what I had to say. That's sick, Wrong, and you should have gotten up and left right when it happened. Sex isn't meant to be something thrown away like that... It's supposed to be between two people that ACTUALLY care about eachother but cleary we have different thoughts on that, too. I honestly don't know how I was ever friends with you. We agree on nothing, and we can't even agree to disagree. I've changed, and I'm happy with the person I have become. I'm still working on some slight issues but you coming back into my life was for the worst. You're needy, and that's something I'm not about to deal with. I still rememeber getting a comment from you saying, "I needed you." And pretty sure I was at work. I called back and you didn't answer, So you couldn't have needed me that bad. Now I'm not saying that I wouldn't have been there for a friend, but honestly.. It became too much. Sure, I expected a text or phone call sometime.. but you couldn't even drop one text. That was mean, Cruel and sick to make me beleive in you again. I can't beleive I fell for the oldest trick int he book. And I can't beleive you still have some people by you side, that should have given up on you months ago. But it doesn't surprise me that they are mostly males, because what male wouldn't want sex from someone that is basically selling it on the street..? [My boyfriend for one, I know he isn't like that and I respect him for it in many ways, but there aren't many like him.] Whatever Jennifer.. I don't want to hear from you for the rest of my life. Good-Luck on your little Army journy and I respect you for having the courage to do it but with the way things are going with you right now.. I wouldn't be surprised if you gave it up very soon. Goodluck with your boys, and Justin. Goodluck with your life.. At this point, in my eyes, You'll need it.
Oh, and I have no intention on giving up on the Army.
"I will always place the mission first. I will never accept defeat. I will never give up."
That says it all.
Oh, and I DO live the Army Values. But, you don't even know what they are. You don't have the guts to what soldiers do everyday... what I will do everyday... You wouldn't make it. But I will b/c I have the discipline and the will power. I want this and I need this. I am devoted to this and I care about other people. I care about this country.
I don't know what they are because that isn't what I want to do with my life. I don't have the guts to be a soldier? That's why I have so many friends that are and that's why I've watched my BROTHER grow up to be one? He's on nine years and counting right now Jennifer. He respects our family and OUR FAMILY VALUES raised him, so yeah, I could make it. I'm sure it would be HARDER THAN HELL, But I could do it, and ANYONE that really knows me.. knows that. I have discipline, much of it. I didn't have an easy life and I sure as hell don't let people like you talk shit to a COMPUTER screen, because any real MATURE person; like the one you're fronting to be, would have said shit elsewhere. I don't have power? Are you kidding me? Jennifer I raised BOTH my sisters from the time they were in grade school, to the time they will graduate from highschool. I CAN'T STAY IN DORMS FOR COLLEGE, because they need me at home. Because my parents WORKED THEIR ASSES OFF to get what we have. They worked everyday, and everynight. I'm taking after them. I'm working NINE HOUR SHIFTS, just to put money in my freaking bank account because I can't have anyone else support me. I'm working my ass off. I have power, will and the strength to make it though this. And one day, WHEN I WALK ACROSS THAT STAGE.. in college, you'll know that. I care about other people. And I care about this country, Considering the day my brother comes home will be the happiest day of my life, and the day my best friend comes home; a freakin' year from now,.i'll be the happiest girl in the world. But until then, SORRY I DON'T EXACTLY HAVE ENOUGH HEART TO BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR PEOPLE THAT WOULDN'T DO THE SAME TO ME. And no, don't use DISTANCE as an excuse.. because I learned what you people are all about. I don't give a shit if Sean hated you, He NEVER loved me, And he never will. He doesn't even know me. Neither do you. My friend Dawn moved HALFWAY across the country, and if I were in trouble or when my grandma was in the hospital SHE DROPPED HER WHOLE LIFE, MISSED A DANCE, and drove all the way back. Now that's what BEST FRIENDS do. But I forgot-- You don't know what that means.
Liz, All the time. You're a whore. You always were. You always lie, and you don't know what you want no matter how many times you say you do. You still haven't changed.
I beleive Jeannine said it once or twice too, Maybe Frosty too, But I could have been wrong onthat note.
LiAnne told me many times that I shouldn't have given you another chance. All you do is fuck up.
Remember sending me that email about that night that happened with that guy? How he let his friend have his way with you- Yeah, Well the reason I didn't respond is because I knew you weren't going to want to hear what I had to say. That's sick, Wrong, and you should have gotten up and left right when it happened. Sex isn't meant to be something thrown away like that... It's supposed to be between two people that ACTUALLY care about eachother but cleary we have different thoughts on that, too.
I honestly don't know how I was ever friends with you. We agree on nothing, and we can't even agree to disagree.
I've changed, and I'm happy with the person I have become. I'm still working on some slight issues but you coming back into my life was for the worst. You're needy, and that's something I'm not about to deal with. I still rememeber getting a comment from you saying, "I needed you." And pretty sure I was at work. I called back and you didn't answer, So you couldn't have needed me that bad. Now I'm not saying that I wouldn't have been there for a friend, but honestly.. It became too much. Sure, I expected a text or phone call sometime.. but you couldn't even drop one text. That was mean, Cruel and sick to make me beleive in you again.
I can't beleive I fell for the oldest trick int he book. And I can't beleive you still have some people by you side, that should have given up on you months ago. But it doesn't surprise me that they are mostly males, because what male wouldn't want sex from someone that is basically selling it on the street..? [My boyfriend for one, I know he isn't like that and I respect him for it in many ways, but there aren't many like him.]
Whatever Jennifer.. I don't want to hear from you for the rest of my life. Good-Luck on your little Army journy and I respect you for having the courage to do it but with the way things are going with you right now.. I wouldn't be surprised if you gave it up very soon. Goodluck with your boys, and Justin. Goodluck with your life.. At this point, in my eyes, You'll need it.
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"I will always place the mission first.
I will never accept defeat.
I will never give up."
That says it all.
Oh, and I DO live the Army Values. But, you don't even know what they are. You don't have the guts to what soldiers do everyday... what I will do everyday... You wouldn't make it. But I will b/c I have the discipline and the will power. I want this and I need this. I am devoted to this and I care about other people. I care about this country.
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I have discipline, much of it. I didn't have an easy life and I sure as hell don't let people like you talk shit to a COMPUTER screen, because any real MATURE person; like the one you're fronting to be, would have said shit elsewhere.
I don't have power? Are you kidding me? Jennifer I raised BOTH my sisters from the time they were in grade school, to the time they will graduate from highschool. I CAN'T STAY IN DORMS FOR COLLEGE, because they need me at home. Because my parents WORKED THEIR ASSES OFF to get what we have. They worked everyday, and everynight. I'm taking after them. I'm working NINE HOUR SHIFTS, just to put money in my freaking bank account because I can't have anyone else support me. I'm working my ass off. I have power, will and the strength to make it though this. And one day, WHEN I WALK ACROSS THAT STAGE.. in college, you'll know that.
I care about other people. And I care about this country, Considering the day my brother comes home will be the happiest day of my life, and the day my best friend comes home; a freakin' year from now,.i'll be the happiest girl in the world. But until then, SORRY I DON'T EXACTLY HAVE ENOUGH HEART TO BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR PEOPLE THAT WOULDN'T DO THE SAME TO ME.
And no, don't use DISTANCE as an excuse.. because I learned what you people are all about. I don't give a shit if Sean hated you, He NEVER loved me, And he never will. He doesn't even know me. Neither do you. My friend Dawn moved HALFWAY across the country, and if I were in trouble or when my grandma was in the hospital SHE DROPPED HER WHOLE LIFE, MISSED A DANCE, and drove all the way back. Now that's what BEST FRIENDS do. But I forgot-- You don't know what that means.
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