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i havent posted an entry in so so long, im now 11 weeks and 4 days, my tiredness seems to have lifted, same with my mood swings annd the nausia.
i had the most beautiful dream last night, it was about ,meeting the baby and just loving it so so much, and it really was the instant love feeling, i feel so much for this little gummy bear already, well i shouldnt say gummy bear because he/she has toes and fingers now :) i cant wait to see him/her on the ultrasound on friday, i just wanna see how much he/she has grown, i hope the measurements are all right and there is no surprises with no heartbeat or anything, that upsets me, i love this baby so much, but i saw the heartbeat at 9 weeks and it was going strong, its measurments were a day out but thats okay with me, the smaller the better for a diabetic, and apparently i have a 2% chance of having a miscarriage after seeing the heartbeat after 8 weeks, which has made me feel so much better, i cant wait to just make it to 12 weeks and see my little baby on the screen, gosh i love it so much!!
anyway just ranting on now haha
i had the most beautiful dream last night, it was about ,meeting the baby and just loving it so so much, and it really was the instant love feeling, i feel so much for this little gummy bear already, well i shouldnt say gummy bear because he/she has toes and fingers now :) i cant wait to see him/her on the ultrasound on friday, i just wanna see how much he/she has grown, i hope the measurements are all right and there is no surprises with no heartbeat or anything, that upsets me, i love this baby so much, but i saw the heartbeat at 9 weeks and it was going strong, its measurments were a day out but thats okay with me, the smaller the better for a diabetic, and apparently i have a 2% chance of having a miscarriage after seeing the heartbeat after 8 weeks, which has made me feel so much better, i cant wait to just make it to 12 weeks and see my little baby on the screen, gosh i love it so much!!
anyway just ranting on now haha