If a greater wave shall fall, then fall upon us all.
Week 6 of camp is FINALLY overwith!! It felt like the longest week of camp, not even kidding you. It went by so slow! Summer is over halfway through, and I still need to pick up on my summer reading AND studying for my driving test. Scary, right? Before you know it, I'll be sitting in a desk for 7 hours straight! haha. My mom already started shopping for school supplies already, if you can even believe that.
This week was another interesting one. There were good days, bad days, fake people, a couple of breakdowns, and many more dilemmas I had to go through. I keep telling myself that all of this would calm down within a few weeks of camp, but it never did. I just want to get the rest of my paycheck and get the fuck out of camp already. I'm so sick of everything.. except for some of the kids. At least they care about me. So.. who's ready for story #1? It was on Tuesday when we had our show. We did a final head count so we could go onstage, and we realized that a camper named Jess was missing. Brittany started FREAKING OUT and I was sort of standing in front of her doing nothing. So she's like "CAN YOU GO FIND HER?" like it's my fault that she got lost. Why the fuck is it MY problem? You're the senior counselor, you should keep track of your fucking kids anyway!!! AHHH. We eventually found her in the Field House with her mom and she was okay. The show was great, I actually performed with the kids as well as the other counselors. But I was being myself, NOT Annie. hahaha. Everyone (especially Brittany) was still bugging me about dressing up but they can go fuck themselves. At least they stopped doing it or I would've said something.
A few days later, we had another issue.. of course. I guess someone forgot to pick up Brooke from tutoring? So Monica reminded me and I was going to pick her up until I saw Brittany heading in the same direction. I told her what the problem was, and she was like "CAN YOU PICK HER UP?" in a bitchy way. Before I could explain to her that I thought she was going to get her, she just walked away which really pissed me off. I fucking misunderstood, so why the hell are you yelling at me for no goddamn reason? And to make things worse, she did something else on Friday that also made me upset. I was HALFWAY in the fucking pool, so she pulled me out because she wanted me to stay in the arcade with two girls who weren't going swimming. At first, it didn't seem like such a problem because I wouldn't mind doing that on any given day. But it pissed me off because 1. I WAS ALREADY IN THE POOL AND SHE WASN'T! 2. She wasn't going in the fucking pool anyway so why couldn't SHE stay with them? 3. I was supposed to be on my break and I gave it up go to in the pool with my campers. 4. There was a counselor in the arcade with them anyway! and last but certainly not least, 5. My campers WANTED me to play in the pool with them! For once this ENTIRE SUMMER, a camper wanted me to play in the pool with her. I felt so fucking bad because I wanted to play with her too!! AHHHH FML!!! GOD, Brittany can be such a motherfucking bitch sometimes. I can't wait until camp is over so I don't have to listen to her anymore.
The last "issue" that happened this week was that I had to ditch my friends yesterday to go to the beach. I'll admit I was upset at first because I cried for HOURS, but I ended up having a great time with my family friends. I'm NEVER that relaxed at the beach because I'm always freaking out about the seagulls, but I wasn't scared this time and rested on a towel which felt amazing. I needed the calmness of the beach, so I'm glad I got to go. Everything happens for a reason, doesn't it? hahaha. I still miss my friends though! Camp can be so annoying because people give me such crap and I do NOTHING to them. WTF is wrong with me? People see me as such a pushover and I'm trying so hard to prove them wrong but I can't. UGHHHH, I'll find my bitchy side sometime within the next two weeks.
This week was another interesting one. There were good days, bad days, fake people, a couple of breakdowns, and many more dilemmas I had to go through. I keep telling myself that all of this would calm down within a few weeks of camp, but it never did. I just want to get the rest of my paycheck and get the fuck out of camp already. I'm so sick of everything.. except for some of the kids. At least they care about me. So.. who's ready for story #1? It was on Tuesday when we had our show. We did a final head count so we could go onstage, and we realized that a camper named Jess was missing. Brittany started FREAKING OUT and I was sort of standing in front of her doing nothing. So she's like "CAN YOU GO FIND HER?" like it's my fault that she got lost. Why the fuck is it MY problem? You're the senior counselor, you should keep track of your fucking kids anyway!!! AHHH. We eventually found her in the Field House with her mom and she was okay. The show was great, I actually performed with the kids as well as the other counselors. But I was being myself, NOT Annie. hahaha. Everyone (especially Brittany) was still bugging me about dressing up but they can go fuck themselves. At least they stopped doing it or I would've said something.
A few days later, we had another issue.. of course. I guess someone forgot to pick up Brooke from tutoring? So Monica reminded me and I was going to pick her up until I saw Brittany heading in the same direction. I told her what the problem was, and she was like "CAN YOU PICK HER UP?" in a bitchy way. Before I could explain to her that I thought she was going to get her, she just walked away which really pissed me off. I fucking misunderstood, so why the hell are you yelling at me for no goddamn reason? And to make things worse, she did something else on Friday that also made me upset. I was HALFWAY in the fucking pool, so she pulled me out because she wanted me to stay in the arcade with two girls who weren't going swimming. At first, it didn't seem like such a problem because I wouldn't mind doing that on any given day. But it pissed me off because 1. I WAS ALREADY IN THE POOL AND SHE WASN'T! 2. She wasn't going in the fucking pool anyway so why couldn't SHE stay with them? 3. I was supposed to be on my break and I gave it up go to in the pool with my campers. 4. There was a counselor in the arcade with them anyway! and last but certainly not least, 5. My campers WANTED me to play in the pool with them! For once this ENTIRE SUMMER, a camper wanted me to play in the pool with her. I felt so fucking bad because I wanted to play with her too!! AHHHH FML!!! GOD, Brittany can be such a motherfucking bitch sometimes. I can't wait until camp is over so I don't have to listen to her anymore.
The last "issue" that happened this week was that I had to ditch my friends yesterday to go to the beach. I'll admit I was upset at first because I cried for HOURS, but I ended up having a great time with my family friends. I'm NEVER that relaxed at the beach because I'm always freaking out about the seagulls, but I wasn't scared this time and rested on a towel which felt amazing. I needed the calmness of the beach, so I'm glad I got to go. Everything happens for a reason, doesn't it? hahaha. I still miss my friends though! Camp can be so annoying because people give me such crap and I do NOTHING to them. WTF is wrong with me? People see me as such a pushover and I'm trying so hard to prove them wrong but I can't. UGHHHH, I'll find my bitchy side sometime within the next two weeks.