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Sep 30, 2004 15:24

i bought a stone to put next to brian's grave. We (phillip and i) are going to write nice things on it for brian. I`m taking Phillip to visit the grave, but it's a suprise. Monday is the one year anniversary. October 4. I hope everything goes okay.I saw his grave for the first time today and i cried as if i`d known him. all i know is he made phillip happy and i wish phillip would be again, but crying didn't fix anything.
it never does.
I hate anniversary because it always sounds like such a happy word.

anyways, i`m sure i`ll write on how that goes later.

p.s. i got drosselmeyer for nutcracker. if thats how you spell it 0_o I almost peed my pants.
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