wow, it has been a long time.
so i am sitting in my room and can't sleep because i guess i've slept too much and i can't really breathe. i guess i am reverting back to my old ways...i naturally wanted to update my livejournal.
i am really enjoying being home...not the being sick part, but seeing my family and just relaxing.
my room doesn't even feel like my own anymore...it's strange being in it..i feel like i am sleeping in a guest bed or something. i mean, it still has all of my old stuff in it...it just isn't so much of my own anymore.
it's strange...i just went back and read my old ujournal, then my lj entries..i realized that maybe i have changed in these past few years, though it definitely doesn't feel like it. it's strange, i can't really explain it...i don't feel so much of a need to be viewed by others in a certain light...i guess i'll let people think of me however they'd like. and i am much happier now...and i like myself more.
i love uga, for all of those who i haven't talked to...it's amazing. ash pat's great roommate...i love the girls on our hall.my latest thing is that i want to be an RA next year.
um...what else? i want to start volunteering somewhere...i miss having that be a part of my life...it just isn't as fulfilling to not have that in my life. i enjoy myers community council, but it isn't the same as calvary days or anything of that sort..i guess it isn't direct contact.
i am doing research at the vet school and love it. i wasn't expecting to love it and at first, it really stressed me out because you learn by trial and error...but now i love it and would enjoy doing research if i don't get into vet school. it's such a good feeling to find something that i love and that i'd like to put more time into and that i'd like to stay late to do.
i loved girls' night on tuesday...i love being with a bunch of girls who just know you...you don't have to explain any story with background information...it was so good to see everybody...sorry i missed the bonfire on wednesday...i just got sick and was completely knocked out by benedryl...i felt quite sick again today, so my mother made me take another...so much for today...i think i spent it mostly sleeping..but i guess it's a good thing to catch up on missed sleep.
i guess college life doesn't provide much time for sleep..right, ash pat? in the beginning of the year, we went to bed at a decent hour...and progressively, it has gotten later and later. i don't even feel that i use my time that wisely..i spend a great deal of time eating ice cream late at night and talking....but i promise that i do study. but i want to enjoy my college experience..i don't want to spend every minute of the day studying.
but i must say that i love college. i feel like i've met so many incredibly nice people.
okay, i'd love to carry on more about nothing...but suddenly, i am really sleepy...and i don't want to miss this wonderful opportunity to fall asleep.
i hope that you all are doing well and loving college.
i am really enjoying being home...not the being sick part, but seeing my family and just relaxing.
my room doesn't even feel like my own anymore...it's strange being in it..i feel like i am sleeping in a guest bed or something. i mean, it still has all of my old stuff in it...it just isn't so much of my own anymore.
it's strange...i just went back and read my old ujournal, then my lj entries..i realized that maybe i have changed in these past few years, though it definitely doesn't feel like it. it's strange, i can't really explain it...i don't feel so much of a need to be viewed by others in a certain light...i guess i'll let people think of me however they'd like. and i am much happier now...and i like myself more.
i love uga, for all of those who i haven't talked to...it's amazing. ash pat's great roommate...i love the girls on our hall.my latest thing is that i want to be an RA next year.
um...what else? i want to start volunteering somewhere...i miss having that be a part of my life...it just isn't as fulfilling to not have that in my life. i enjoy myers community council, but it isn't the same as calvary days or anything of that sort..i guess it isn't direct contact.
i am doing research at the vet school and love it. i wasn't expecting to love it and at first, it really stressed me out because you learn by trial and error...but now i love it and would enjoy doing research if i don't get into vet school. it's such a good feeling to find something that i love and that i'd like to put more time into and that i'd like to stay late to do.
i loved girls' night on tuesday...i love being with a bunch of girls who just know you...you don't have to explain any story with background information...it was so good to see everybody...sorry i missed the bonfire on wednesday...i just got sick and was completely knocked out by benedryl...i felt quite sick again today, so my mother made me take another...so much for today...i think i spent it mostly sleeping..but i guess it's a good thing to catch up on missed sleep.
i guess college life doesn't provide much time for sleep..right, ash pat? in the beginning of the year, we went to bed at a decent hour...and progressively, it has gotten later and later. i don't even feel that i use my time that wisely..i spend a great deal of time eating ice cream late at night and talking....but i promise that i do study. but i want to enjoy my college experience..i don't want to spend every minute of the day studying.
but i must say that i love college. i feel like i've met so many incredibly nice people.
okay, i'd love to carry on more about nothing...but suddenly, i am really sleepy...and i don't want to miss this wonderful opportunity to fall asleep.
i hope that you all are doing well and loving college.