post partem depression
I'm having a really difficult time coping with the fact that the play is over. I've never put so much work into a play before. I built the set (with the help of a few other people) I was the sound designer, and of course I starred in it. I've never had such a challenging character before. He gets beaten, he strips, he goes into insulin shock, he falls in love. There was such an emotional spectrum in such a short period of time. I've never been so proud of anything before. But now it's over. And I feel kind of empty. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. Something feels missing. I'm told this happens every year to every senior after their senior project is over. That doesn't make it easier though. I just want to keep performing it. I want to take it on tour all across New England. I cried when it was over. I can't believe I'm graduating in three months.