another entry brought to you by the letters i-n-s-o-m-n-i-a!

[ilovenoce]

i left work tonight speaking in almost coherent sentence fragments and therefore ive decided to update before i pass the fuck out from exhaustion. tonight i want to allude to an entry that will soon be in 'my unbridled fury.' i would like to talk about so many things but at the moment the one thing that is attacking my already rotting brain is how much ive changed in the past year +once again+. its kind of weird to see how much ive changed without meaning to or really be concious to it while it was happening. i love the way that my life has changed +for better or worse+. i love the friends that i have gotten close with in the past few months and i love having the same friends from my senior year. hell, i love having some of the people from liverpool still. as the new year draws nearer and nearer, i find myself becoming happier and happier and i dont know why, but i wont complain about it either.

i cant think anymore. time for bed.

"im ok. im ok. im ok now. but you really need to listen to me. im telling the truth. im ok. trust me."
+my chemical romance+