2009^747g0826ee5
I didn't write anything yesterday. It means I didn't use my computer, I just play my NDS and watch tv the whole day. But it still the same, nothing's change. I feel uneasy, still thinking him. It feels like my world revolves around him. I'm not in the mood to write today, I feel sick. I want to cry, I want to shout, I want to let out all my blue feelings. I want to be with him. I wish I could be the girl he love. If only.. If only dreams do really come true, would he be mine? I feel pathetic. I feel miserable..
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path
Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again
Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly
No matter to where, we'd go together
It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together
But you've already chosen a different path
Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back
The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to god
But I wasn't the one next to you
And the image of you receiving blessings
Of that how could I let go?
Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We can't return to it anymore (I've thought it through, thought it through)
Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should've always been by my side (never changing)
But still, even if you leave my side,
I'm only praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how sad that would make me
(no matter how lonely)