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Things get more and more strange as time goes on.
So, after a while of denial, thought, and more denial, I realized the best course of action to take would be to talk to Kaiba-kun. I'm sure how long this was hanging in the back of my head, but I guess it must've been there at least a little before these things happened. It's been a month since I gave him chocolate for Valentine's Day, and even longer since the blizzard and the other things that've happened. I'm around him almost every day, so I think maybe this feeling progressed quicker than I had imagined. I didn't want to say anything to him about it when I realized it, and I didn't want to admit it to myself even, so I tried not to think about it, but that really never solves anything.
So today I told him. I said, "Kaiba-kun, I've been thinking, and I think... that maybe, I might like you a lot."
Oh ho, I'm so smooth.
Of course, he turned me down. I just accepted it and went back to work. I don't know if I was expecting anything different - if I was I shouldn't have been - but I still feel tight in my chest and it won't go away.
((OOC: A little quick, I know, but we needed to wrap that up. :3))
So, after a while of denial, thought, and more denial, I realized the best course of action to take would be to talk to Kaiba-kun. I'm sure how long this was hanging in the back of my head, but I guess it must've been there at least a little before these things happened. It's been a month since I gave him chocolate for Valentine's Day, and even longer since the blizzard and the other things that've happened. I'm around him almost every day, so I think maybe this feeling progressed quicker than I had imagined. I didn't want to say anything to him about it when I realized it, and I didn't want to admit it to myself even, so I tried not to think about it, but that really never solves anything.
So today I told him. I said, "Kaiba-kun, I've been thinking, and I think... that maybe, I might like you a lot."
Oh ho, I'm so smooth.
Of course, he turned me down. I just accepted it and went back to work. I don't know if I was expecting anything different - if I was I shouldn't have been - but I still feel tight in my chest and it won't go away.
((OOC: A little quick, I know, but we needed to wrap that up. :3))