i hate you, san francisco
i am so fucking exhausted and sick of this city.
i have been trying to find an apartment and/or a room to rent for the past couple weeks and nothing is working out. i swear, it is impossible. i have been interviewing to be strangers roommates --i can't believe i am fucking doing this. i am the most shy/completely awkward/phone-aphobic person i know and have been reduced to trying to live with someone i find via craigslist.
i have met so many loonies and walked into total disaster situations (beds in livingrooms, in the TENDERLOIN for 1100/month) and walked out.
i have aubrey moving to LA -where i actually have friends and people i like vs. here where i have just met one asshole after another and have 2 friends.
i have my mother who keeps insisting that i try and find a situation where i become someone's housemaid or childcare provider to live for cheap (a, i am not in college anymore b, i work 50+ hours a week and c, there is just no way). i think she has lost her mind.
so, basically, i am going to scrounge for a decent place to live before i am officially fucked on october 1st and have nowhere to go and then i am going to give this city 6 more months before i am out.
i have been trying to find an apartment and/or a room to rent for the past couple weeks and nothing is working out. i swear, it is impossible. i have been interviewing to be strangers roommates --i can't believe i am fucking doing this. i am the most shy/completely awkward/phone-aphobic person i know and have been reduced to trying to live with someone i find via craigslist.
i have met so many loonies and walked into total disaster situations (beds in livingrooms, in the TENDERLOIN for 1100/month) and walked out.
i have aubrey moving to LA -where i actually have friends and people i like vs. here where i have just met one asshole after another and have 2 friends.
i have my mother who keeps insisting that i try and find a situation where i become someone's housemaid or childcare provider to live for cheap (a, i am not in college anymore b, i work 50+ hours a week and c, there is just no way). i think she has lost her mind.
so, basically, i am going to scrounge for a decent place to live before i am officially fucked on october 1st and have nowhere to go and then i am going to give this city 6 more months before i am out.