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[ilovemyskrillas]

You used to be my golden best friend
Now with post-demise at hand
i Can't go to you for consolation
Cause were off limits in this transition
This grief overwhelms me
It burns in my stomach
And I can't stop bumping into things.
I thought we'd be simple together
I thought we'd be happy together
Thought we'd be limitless together
I thought we'd be precious together
But I was sadly mistaken
You've been my soul mate and mentor
I remembered you the moment I met you
With you I knew God's face was handsome
With you I suffered expansion
This loss is numbing me
It pierces my chest
And I can't stop dropping everything.
I Thought we'd be evolving together
I thought we'd have children together
But I was sadly mistaken
If i had a bill for all the philosophies I shared
If I had a penny for all the possibilities I presented
If I had a dime for every hand thrown up in air
My wealth would render this no less severe
I thought we'd be genius together
I thought we'd be healing together
I thought we'd be growing together
Thought we'd be adventurous together
But I was sadly mistaken
Thought we'd be exploring together
Thought we'd be inspired together
I thought we'd be flying together
Thought we'd be on fire together
But i was sadly mistaken.....

"i thought you'd breath life in me, but you made me lifeless,
i thought you'd bring me joy, but you brought me down,
i thought you'd give me hope, but you left me in doubt,
i thought you'd show me love, but you bred hatred,
you said i was priceless but you treated me like i was worthless....

you used to make my heart skip beats, but now that feeling is foreign to me

i thought we would be a lot of things, but now we are nothing more than strangers who reconize eachother in a crowd."