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[ilovemypenis]

So joany is home and i missed her a lot. she is one of my best friends. i've been thinking a lot of stuff out lately and decided that maybe this life will be worth it. katie isn't coming home for the summer and in the fall i'm moving out to chicago with her, i never would've though katie lee would've been one of my best friends but i love her and i know our connection is one besides drugs. i'll really miss all my friends while i'm there but they are all at school anyway so it won't be so bad. i think the one person i will miss the most is ryan because he is my best friend and i see him and talk to him everyday and i don't want him to be gone. it makes me sad to think of going for a long time without talking to him or seeing him. hgopefully i'll meet new people in chicago, maybe i'll even get a date, it's been a long time since i've had sex and i'm okay with that because i think to ha e sex you need to be over your past and i'm not yet. i'm fine doing what i'm doing every day, it gets boring sometimes but at least i'm healthy and living. i love you all, even if i haven't talked to you in a long while i'm still thinking about everyone, i've just had a lot on my mind this past year. Anyway, i'm going to go hang out with joan, another night of craziness i'm guessing. who wants to get fucked up?
by the way, went up north this weekend, it was fucking crazy, i tripped out for 27 hours....what? how is that even possible lol. never doing that again. dxm= badness.