I love the season..
I'm sitting in the garage, and I'm wearing a sweater, it's raining out, but not a thunder storm. Just rain. Beautiful quiet rain. I love autumn and I'm so glad it's almost here for good. I know that I'll be bored out of my mind half way through winter. And the garage won't be my 'relaxing after work' place as much. But there's just something about the crispness and cleanness of the air in autumn that makes me all giddy inside. Plus, my birthday is in two weeks.
Todd went to the doctor, they did the scan and the swab. Won't know anything until they call with the results, I'm hoping tomorrow, but I don't know how long it takes. He has a appt. Tomorrow with one of his doctors, I don't know which one though. I'm just glad it's not so bad that they admitted him right off the bat. But I want him to be out of pain. Not only is he the love of my life and therefore I'm sad that he's in pain, but he's also cranky and a bit harder to live with when he's in pain. But duh, wouldn't you be? I know I am. He's lived so much of his life in so much pain. It sucks.
I miss the time when he was in 'normal' pain. Just the back pain. It was easier then. But this pain, it's so 'there'. I don't know how to explain it.
I haven't hugged my boyfriend in like 2 months. That sucks....
Todd went to the doctor, they did the scan and the swab. Won't know anything until they call with the results, I'm hoping tomorrow, but I don't know how long it takes. He has a appt. Tomorrow with one of his doctors, I don't know which one though. I'm just glad it's not so bad that they admitted him right off the bat. But I want him to be out of pain. Not only is he the love of my life and therefore I'm sad that he's in pain, but he's also cranky and a bit harder to live with when he's in pain. But duh, wouldn't you be? I know I am. He's lived so much of his life in so much pain. It sucks.
I miss the time when he was in 'normal' pain. Just the back pain. It was easier then. But this pain, it's so 'there'. I don't know how to explain it.
I haven't hugged my boyfriend in like 2 months. That sucks....