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[ilovemesomemudd]

hey yall today was my last day of school. im so glad its summer! i passed my science exam too, without cheating! lol i made a 76 but anyways, after school i went over to Alexs. you're so awesome baby! i had SO much fun at your house it sucks im not guna get to see you for like 3 weeks, im guna miss you SOOOO much! welp tomorrow im going to Texas,

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[dramaqueen___x3]

Heyyy. lol, WOW! Okay, before i say ANYTHING about this i am NOT trying to start shit with ANYBODY! But alright..I guess ill start by saying something to the girls that said all the shit about Brandon...yall all said that i should be careful & stop talking to him bc i will get hurt cuz he hurt yall and he is a player and what he says to the girl he is dating, he has or will say it to all the other girls he sarts dating. Okay, let me just tell yall about me & Brandon..me & him met over the internet, k? i saw his pics on his lj that i found through this other person & i thought he was hott so i commented and IMed him. Well, we talked for a couple weeks..nothing serious. & i knew he talked to alot of girls, but it wasnt like he just talked to them to get some, but he just talked to alottt of girls. Well, me and Brandon finally met (we went to the Rascal Flatts concert) and i had a GREAT time with him! But see, im the kinda girl that gets REALLY jealous over the smallest things and i get attacthed too easily & WAAYY to fast and that is what happened with Brandon...i started getting really jealous bc he talked to all these girls & stuff and i thought that i was the only girl he should talk to, i was just being selfish. & i am not a selfish person..i cant stand selfish people. well, that led to me and brandon argueing alot bc of my jealousy. so i started thinking..."so what if brandon has alot of friends that are girls?? i should trust him, cuz he aint done nothin to make me not trust him. i cant just come into his life or whatever and be like, you cant talk to her or her or her and oh DEFINATELY not her!" no...thats not right! bc what if he did that to me with my guy friends? i would get pissed and that wouldnt be fair..just bc me and him are dating doesnt mean he cant have other friends that are girls. But, it does mean that he should treat me better than he does his other friends, treat me like im his gf and not just a friend, yanno?? & me and brandon have had a talk about me getting jealous and attachted too fast and we worked everything out, we just were guna slow things down a little and trust each other more. But if you girls ARE right about Brandon being like that, then i dunno...i guess ill just have to take a risk and go for him. Even though im having several girls tell me the same exact thing, i just have to find out for myself i guess & if i get hurt then ill look back and say, those girls did warn me so i cant really be mad, i can be hurt but i cant make a huge deal bc i was warned...but in every relationship someone ends up getting hurt. and me and him dont even have a relationship, we're just 'talking' its not like we're in love..we're FAARRR from that lol. But this is going to really help me not be get so 'attatched' to him real fast. Because if he does end up doing this to me then it wont hurt me THAT BAD if im not like obsessed or whatever...i mean i do like him, im not going to stop liking him any less. yanno what i mean??? But i guess thats all i have to say to the girls, im really not trying to start anything! I am really sorry that yall did get hurt and I do appreciate yall taking yalls time to tell me about this, seeming like yall care even though yall dont know me, that is really sweet! but like i said, im guna take the risk of getting hurt and if i do then it will be my own damn fault lol.

LOONNGGG COMMENT! SO GET READY TO READ. =)

[dramaqueen___x3]

Now, this is to Brandon...okay, i dont really know what me & you are at the moment since the other day you said you didnt think it was going to work between us. but im guna refer all this to as if me and you are still dating, k? Like i said, im not going to let this affect us or whatever..im going to take the risk of getting hurt. but everyone takes a risk to get hurt when it comes to relationships bc someone in that relationship ends up hurt and thats just something you have to deal with. Now, if the girls are right about you being a player & hurting every girl you've been with, then you have to do somethin about it forreal...& im not just saying this for myself, but for any girl you ever date..you cant do that to them. its just not right. But anyways, i hope we can work things out between us and if things dont seem to work out, i hope we can still be friends. bc i think the only reason that we wouldnt work out is where we live, you live in Chelsea & i live in Hoover. but if we really liked each other, we would be able to deal with the distance. but i dunno, when i get back from Hawaii we can go out and just talk about everything & work things out, either dating or just friends.

WOW, that was a LONG comment. lol sorry it was so long. but if anyone wants to talk to me then ill be glad to talk to yall. my sn is xokrazibrunette so just IM me if you wana talk. well im guna go, byebye! : )

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[ilovemesomemudd]

well damn that shit was long ok ill ttyl bye bye sweetie

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[dramaqueen___x3]

umm, thats ALL you have to say about all that stuff i just wrote?!