Update
Welp folks my chemo starts on Monday the 18th. YIKERS. Anyway i am trying to keep all my social sites updated with what happens. Honestly i am just tired and i want this to be over and done with. Can't i just sleep through all of it. Just let the world function with me blissfully unaware. *sighs* Sorry i'm just frustrated. I really hate this. It fucking sucks. So other than that before my chemo and radiation there is a shit ton of stuff i need to get done that will be uncomfortable.oh well i'll just get through it.